- walking with Him -

2009-08-17T02:08:00.000+08:00

Just randomly came across this TV program.

an eighteen-one years old granny has used more than 10 years to invent a natural soap using soya bean. if im not wrong, she started this journey of invention when she was at the age of sixteen-five.

despite all obstacles, she never gave up on inventing it. And finally, she managed to invent a super powerful soap using natural resources. Professional even mentioned that this invention of her is very safe. It does not consist any harm to human body even people mistook it and eat it. It can also be used to wash food, and clean a very dirty thing with just a wipe. it can even remove paint just by few rubs on it! the soap does not have any harm to skin too and there isnt any bubbles formed when using thus it saved water too. wasnt that amazing?!

even she may be old and weak, does not have studies background, but because of the passion she has, the dream that she has, and the love she has to protect the earth, she does not give up and finally she succeeded! i am so inspired by her “never say dies” spirit.

This is her belief:

“Just like a frog that wants to jump on to a tree. The tree will never moves, and the frog will have to keep jumping everyday to jump onto it. I believe that I can make it happens one day too, and I used this to encourage myself.”

Frog = Us

Tree = Our Vision

Our vision will always be at the same spot, but we need to keep trying till we are getting closer to our vision and fulfill it.

and her dream finally fulfilled, and because of her courage, her determination and never give up spirit after many failures, has helped her to overcome all obstacle and fulfilled her dream!

Awesome story!

2009-08-05T22:31:00.002+08:00

M&M makes Alicia HAPPY!
So I drew M&M for her.
haha!
after that we started drawing smiley M&M, and started to replace the M with our names!

More M&M are going to come! :D
We will GROW!!

2009-08-05T02:06:00.003+08:00

just wanna share this powerful story with you.

have really been blessed financially from God. Thou it is quite personal, but i does not mind sharing because this is a work from God! (:

As I was very financially tight after my dad took all my savings in my bank and cut down my allowance, I really have difficulties to even eat or what. There are times where I just have to skip my meals just to able to last me for the whole week. Thus, it is really very hard for me to even save a cent from my allowance.

It is really difficult for me to give for the past 5 months or even survive. Then I made a decision in my heart that I am not going to owe God any of my tithe anymore, whatever I have it is all belongs to God.

So on last week of June, I just give my 10% of the month when I received my weekly allowance. Though I know I will have to miss my meals and stuffs for that week, but I am willing.

And guess what?!
On the same week, Saturday, my dad actually talked to me. I thought his tone sounded like he is going to nag about me and scold me. He was saying that I keep going out and stuffs even with lesser allowance and saying me looking at my friend to eat because I have no more money. This sounded like he is going to make a big fuss right? But........ my dad actually took out $50 bucks to bless me! It is like 142.86% of my one week allowance. And what surprising is that my dad has never bless me with any money before! God is indeed AMAZING!

So for July, I did the same thing too. It was even harder for me as I have already used 50% of my allowance on Tuesday for VLF Team Outing & FYP Domain. And so on Wednesday, I am left with ZERO bucks after gave my tithe on Tuesday Night.

And guess what again?!
On the same week, I read my school mail and realized that there is another round of Bursary application for those who did not successfully applied for it. So I thought my application is not successful! However on Saturday, I received a letter from the community centre! It said I have applied the bursary successful!! Now I have enough money for the coming BF, and also to give my past 5 months tithes! But I decided to not use 100% of the bursary for BF, but I will still go to work during my upcoming 5 weeks holiday to earn more money to have enough for BF. It takes scarification for it.

Unequally giving, Equally Sacrifice!

You reap what you sow!
We will never outgive God!
So starts to have faith and sow!
And you will reap 30,60,100 folds of what you have sow from God!

2009-08-05T01:25:00.004+08:00

for the very first time, i actually went out with a whole group of my poly friends. excluding going out with Qian Qi, the cycling outing with Brins, QQ, Zach, and QQ's birthday party. (:

AND HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO QIAN QI DEAR!! :D

went out with Lina, Leo, Haziq, Max, Ray, Alex, Boon Siong, and 2 other guys. these are the people i only talk abit in class and hardly know them, i don't even have some of their MSN and don't even said handphone numbers! i dont know why, but Alex just invited me for his birthday party out of the rest of his friends. he treated us to fish & co., and they are quite amazed by how much i can eat.

does 3 slices of fish, 5 prawns, few calamari, few fries consider a lot??
*i just simply eating what they ordered and what they could not finish*

haha! anyway, i believe that God is increasing my favor with men. (: i did have fun while spending time with them. they are nice people. (: for now, i just want to get to know them better before this semester ends.

P.S: at least ONE before i graduate! :D

2009-07-17T01:41:00.002+08:00

15.07.2009
Happy 14th Birthday, Chris!
You are gonna grown up and be a great man of God!
Doing things that you never expected before.
God is going to trust you with BIG things that you never imagine.
There is NO limitation!
You can do all things through Christ.
Be faithful and keep walking with God.
You are AWESOME! (:

2009-07-17T01:25:00.003+08:00

okay... im felt so STRESSED UP now!
there are so many things for me to do now.
FYP, Preparation for Announcement during CG, Preparation for Follow-up, Directors' plan!
STRESSED!
FYP mate is now bugging me and complaining.
Fine that they could not understand and I shall not talk anymore further but just let he speaks if not things will get worsen.
idoitic! idiotic! idiotic!
i tried much to take up more job scope to do cover for the rest, do webpage twice without complaining all by myself.
now, just cause i need to meet the deadline for my church stuffs, they started to feel that we are sabo-ing the two innocent FYP-mates.
why not think about it?
they took 11 weeks to research for just 2 stuffs, is it alot???

so many things to do, yet so little time.
10 more days to FYP deadline...
i shall just shut myself 4 nights to do them all.
20th - 23rd July.

After that, it shall be my day of relaxation. :D

okay... now it's time to go back and face the mess...

2009-07-03T01:09:00.002+08:00

QUARANTINE QUARANTINE QUARANTINE

it is really horrible being quarantine from Church and Church-mates!
imagine not being able to go back home, not able to see my family.. im HOMESICK!

heard from my faci today that it is not the Principal of RP does not want to close down the school for a few weeks, but it is actually a decision made by the MOE. currently, there are 88 cases (2nd July), increasing more than 10 confirmed cases everyday. i really couldnt understand what MOE is thinking, why does they only wanting to close down RP when it reached 160 cases? they wants 72 more RP students to be infected before they are going to take actions to it? what are they taking the students' health as? even though there maybe zero H1N1 cases that dies cause of this illness, but today's news said that China has it's first case of people dies cause of H1N1 and the person is a teacher of a primary schoo, and actually her condition is actually improving but she dies just out of suddenly. currently singapore has zero case, but it does not mean that the first case will not happen! are they gonna take responsibility if the first case happens is a RP student? What's MOE thinking?

anyway, enough of complaints of H1N1 and MOE.

Last weekend, we brokethrough! SUPER TUPER HAPPY AND EXCITED!

Youths : 991!
C2 & C20 : 41!
Team : 9!

This weekend gonna be even more EXPLOSIVE! Can't wait to have Kent Munsey with us!

2009-06-27T01:02:00.004+08:00

26.6.2009
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, ALICIA!
Hope you love the surprise from US! :D
Our SLY plan have SUCCEEDED!
Haha!

Love you, NUMBER 2!
Keep on growing with God!
We are with you all the way!
No matter what happens, do know that you have this Spiritual Family supporting behind of you.
Keep on WALKING with God!
You have a great destiny!

I LOVE YOU LOTS! <3

P.S: I love everybody in this photo, including Vinson Tan. <333
P.P.S: Get Well Soon, Vinson :D

2009-06-24T04:32:00.006+08:00

Everlyn is having lots of fun in my blog. :P
She has a great laugh man with the things i blogged!
And I has a great laugh remembering her calling me "SiokSiok Jie".
hahaha!
It's all the past man!
And please dont go and read them! LOL!

by the way, we found our memorial dates.

The very first time we came to hoGc:
Siok - 20 Aug 2005
Everlyn - 22 Oct 2006

And we started to come back regularly from:
Siok - 16 Apr 2006
Everlyn - 24 Nov 2008

And we got our own personal relationship with God on:
Siok - 23 July 2006
Everlyn - 22 Oct 2006

She has really grown a lot during these few months man!

I still do love her since 2006, just that now I love her even more! :D

2009-06-19T03:05:00.003+08:00

time to update! :D

B&C Zone Camp has ended! Though I did not managed to join all the day activities due to school, but I am really blessed by both services that we have! :D

God has revealed many things to me through these two services. God is really AMAZING and AWESOME! And I just want to write them all down.

On the first day, Revival Night with Pastor Troy Marshall. Pastor Troy prayed for me. I have to say that he is really a great man of God, someone that is real close with God.

These are what he prayed/prophesy to me:

God hears you. Relax! He will helps you through it!
God is going to release you more in the Zone and in the CG, release you as the daughter of His.
Anointing of God will come upon you
Evangelism

And the most powerful part to me is that he actually said that though my relationship with my family has worsen, but God is starting to make it better. And he also prophesy that one day, my family, my cousins, they will all come to me and ask me to pray for them over some stuffs.

AWESOME MAN!!

On the second day, Revival Night with Charleston.
Charleston preached a great Word from God. Was asking God what are the needs that I need at this season, as I could not think of any. And God spoke to me about it!
This season, I needs to be more Spiritually and the Anointing of God! The real definition of loving my people is to always bring them to the presence of God and bring them to their point B. If I really love my people, I really need these two factors! It is not just doing the work, but it is the supernatural thing too! Spiritual Impartation!

I AM DESPERATE FOR IT!

Also, I experienced God's love so strongly that day too. Seeing God meeting people needs and never give up on anyone of us! Like the bible said, when one sheep is lost, God will leave the ninety-nine sheep to just look for the one lost sheep.

God is indeed AMAZING and LOVE!

"Leadership in the world are depended on their abilities. But Christian Leadership is different! You may not have the abilities, but when you are close with God, all these abilities will come to you supernaturally. There is nothing that you cannot do with Christ in you!"

2009-06-09T03:03:00.003+08:00

Wanna share with you my recent AWESOME revelation that I have during Sunday service! (:

FAITH is just like the helium in the balloon. When a balloon is filled with helium, it will float upwards.
Same for our FAITH. (:
Things will starts to be happening and going upwards when you started to have FAITH on them.

A conversation with God
Me: ehhh... But God, balloon will float lower and lower as time passes. Eventually, it will not float anymore.
God: Ya, so it means you need to keep renewing your FAITH. Punch in new FAITH when it starting to leak out.

Whoo!~ I was totally blown away!!!

Went online and researched, and this is what I found about balloons.
When rubber balloons are filled with helium so that they float, they typically retain their buoyancy for only a day or so. The enclosed helium atoms escape through small pores in the latex which are larger than the helium atoms.

Our faith escape through all those exits (discouragements, things not happening, etc) we faced in our life. Even though there are gonna be many exits for our FAITH to leak off, we need to SING when we faced them and punch in new FAITH.

Stepping out of the natural zone and stepping in to the SPIRITUAL zone.
Speak to the mountains and call them to MOVE!

2009-06-04T09:35:00.000+08:00

new URL after using http://no-outsiders.blogspot.com for years!

still remember that I came out with this URL is because I doesn't want anybody that I am not close with to read what I writes in my blog. That's why it is named as no-outsiders. :D

twelves-simplicity!
was thinking hard for a new URL. was actually thinking of anyhow name my URL as 'gaga-land'. haha! but i think i should have a more meaningful URL! :D
Twelves = The target that I want my team to grow to! (: We will breakthrough 12!
Simplicity = The hearts that I want my people to have. A heart of simplicity towards God and people. A genuinely hearts towards God and people.

will not change my URL till my team is TWELVES. Not the number, but depending on the quality of it! when we prays, when we worship, it must be the strength of twelves and not five. :D

2009-06-04T09:24:00.002+08:00

in church @ 8am.

was actually planning to go for AMT de. It was so close that I am able to make it. Mum actually allows me to stay over as I told her that I am going to stay over my friends house to do FYP. Until... 6.15am... Dad came home and mum told dad that I am not coming back home and sleep today. And dad immediately said NO to it! I was so irritated about it as I am so close to able to come for it! I memorised verses till 3.30am, and woke up at 5am just for AMT! But then all my efforts went to waste because of dad!

I was so sian and sad about it! And it has messed up my whole plan! I left home @ 7plus am, as I told my mum that I need to go school to meet FYP advisor at 8.30am. And there is nothing for me to do at all or go at this early hour. Was super clueless of what to do and sian to the max! Then decided to just come to church and eat mac breakfast and do my FYP.

seriously wondering when can I graduate from AMT if I really couldnt stay over forever? maybe till the day I get married? it is so crazyyy man!

now im at media area.. while the rest are having AMT in MPR 1. how much I hope I am in there too... :(

2009-06-01T02:12:00.004+08:00

many things happened this week, shall blog about some of them.

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Service this weekend was AWESOME! I was very impacted by the Word preached by both Pastor Lia during Zone F & Pastor How during main Service. God's presence was so strong and I can felt Him so close with me, and comforting everything I felt. Taking all the weights I have with me away. He is there lightening the heavy weights I have with me, carrying, helping and facing all of them with me. I love my Heavenly Father very much!

It does not matter on how others look at me, but how God looks at me is the most important! I am unique in His eyes! God has thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give YOU and ME a future and a hope. Purpose! I am walking towards the purpose that God has for me! I can do it as I have God with me! No more despising on myself, but I am just going to do it no matter what! Knowing that God is with me and no one can goes against me!

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AMT is coming!
Consent of staying over outside from parents and adminstration fee are the problem for me.
But then... Today Wei Ling came to me, and passed me a blessing from Pastors. And now, I have enough money to pay for the adminstration fee! Both Yu Zhen and I really felt that it is God's plan for it! So now left with the staying over problem, but I have faith that it is not going to be a problem. Parents will just agreed to it when I ask them. =D

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Having a lot of emotions for the past two days. But all has been good, knowing that it is an area that I needed to work on.
the hard works that I need to start to love even more,
the ownership and responsibilities I need to really starts carrying it,
the way I saw my friends being there when I am down,
the way that my leader was there to guide me, knowing that all he did is for my good, thou I may disappointed him a lot.

I am going to grow myself even stronger.
Taking ownership with everything and every souls that God has entrusted me to.
It is my responsibilities!
Not just following instructions, but starts to LEAD my team!
And not lose the PURPOSE of it!
I am going to make it HAPPENING!

Not going to disappointed God, Pastor and my leaders anymore!

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Alicia, Vinson, Qi Lin!
They seems to be doing something behind my back. Been acting so secretly and weirdly at bookstore today. And it is not the first time. They have their first planning and discussion during the previous outing we have! And I guessing Vinson is the mastermind of the whole thing! HAHAHA!!! I am spoiling their surprise over here! Xp

Also, Vinson is having his Chinese O's in 5 more hours! ZHI KAI, JIAYOU!! :D

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Dad has became a SPIDERMAN today!

Was stuck inside my parent's room with my younger sister and my niece just now. The door lock spoiled and we could not open the door at all. Dad tried to break open the lock from the outside but it failed! And guess what?! Dad actually climbed out of my room's window to get into my parents room! It is 6th storey high! I do not know where he got his courage from! Just to save the $20+ bucks of hiring a locksmith, he risked his life! I seriously dont know what he is thinking! I was so afraid at that moment that I cried. But thank God that he is alright! I don't want him to leave this world without knowing my Heavenly Father first! Burden...Burden...Burden! I really want my whole family to have their personal relationship with God soon!

It may be hard, but it is gonna happens SOON!

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That's all! :D
Lastly, I will be changing my blog URL on 3rd June as younger sis knows my blog URL already.
And telling parents what I have been doing and stuffs. HAHA!
So get the new URL from me yo!

2009-05-31T02:14:00.003+08:00

ALICIA!
MY NUMBER TWO!
aka Wang Sin :D
She ROCKS!
The way she love God is totally GENUINELY!
The conviction she carries is WHOO~!
And I love her for who she is!
We are gonna do our Father's business together!
Can't wait to see her rising up even more and carry the same burden of Pastors & Leaders in church!
ILOVEYOU,ALICIA! <3

2009-05-13T16:36:00.006+08:00

I see RED! RAINing down on me! (:
RED RAIN Concert is here again!

RedRain is falling BIG this year!

23rd May : 5pm to 7pm
24th May : 3pm to 5pm

Tag me if you are interested! (:
DO NOT MISS IT!!!!

2009-05-01T02:46:00.006+08:00

Ooh! A post specially for Christopher Toh! :D

THANK YOU!!!

Just want to thank you for lending me your phone and your SIM card for the time being. (: It's really helped me a lot and I'm appreciated it. =D

THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH!! X)

Love,
Siok (:

2009-05-01T01:26:00.002+08:00

Having the urge to blog today as I have a lot of things to share. God has revealed many things to me today. At first, it was a emo post on the beginning of the day. But at the end of the day, God has turned a emo post of mine to a happy post! God is AMAZING! :D

anyway, some background information about what happened, not going to share all but just going to share it briefly. (:

Things have got worst at home that really put me in a helpless position and started to think what are going on in my dad's brain and stuffs. And that's end of my story. haha! it doesn't matter lots anyway, what matters most is what God has revealed to me.

I was reading "Be A People Person" on the way to school. I do not think it is a coincidence, but believes that it is God's Plan. I have started reading it on last Monday and finished one chapter everyday. So today I should be on the 4th Chapter, but I was busy settling my phones on Wednesday that I did not read it.

And Chapter 3 is what I really needs at that point of time. (:

Philippians 4:11-13
"Not that I speak from want, for I have learned to be content in what ever circumstances I am. I know how to get along with humble means, and I also know how to live in prosperity; in any and every circumstance I have learned the secret of being filled and going hungry, both of having abundance and suffering need. I can do all things through Him who strengthen me."

Contentment is taking your present situation - whatever obstacles you are facing, whatever limitation you are living with, whatever chronic condition wears you down, whatever smashing your dream, whatever factors and circumstances in life tend to push you under - and admitting you don't like it but bever saying, "I can't cope with it."

You may feel distress, but you may never feel despair. You may feel pressed down, but you may never feel defeated. Paul says there are unlimited resources, and as soon as you say "I can't cope," you are failing to draw on theses resources that Christ has readily, by His loving-kindness, made available to you.

I will never says, "I can't cope with it." Even though stuffs are getting out of hand, but I know that no matter what circumstances I am in, God allows it and He has given me the ability to overcome it and prepare a great path for me to go to. (:

24 was as powerful! We watched a Video Sermon of Pastor Cho Yonggi. He is really a Prayer Warrior of God, bringing the whole congretation to another level of understanding the power of prayers.

We were given a personal time for us to talk to God. (:
I used that time to really told God that I am going to be loyal to Him forever. Knowing that God has helped me through so many circumstances in life, I know that He is here with me during this circumstances too. How He has brought me through all the circumstances, I know He is going to do the same thing again. He is the same God yesterday, today and tomorrow. Letting Him knows that I will not be weak, but I will be strong as my God has strengthen me. Telling Him that I will never let His hands off, but I will keep on holding to His hands along this walk. And lastly, expressing my love I have towards Him.

At that moment, I really felt God's presence and love so STRONGLY! I felt strengths coming in to my body. Starting to feel real happiness from the inside and smiles coming out from me. I also felt the assurance from God that He will provides and has given me ability to pass it.

I am so in love with my God, because He is GOOD!! :D

Lastly, just want to say I LOVE MY TEAM TOO! They are amazing people! I am excited for the Team Outing later on. Thank God for them! :D

Our team song for the season:
We are going to "grow! grOW! GROW!" - milk powder advertisment Xp

p.s hahaha! i have not submit my RJ for today yet before I blogged it. hope I wont be downgraded by it.
p.p.s i have not done my RJ for last Friday's lesson yet too! Oopps...!

2009-04-23T15:39:00.003+08:00

Besties!

Like what the caption of this photo said, Yu Zhen and Ryan are the bestest bestest friends I have. haha. =D I thanks God for these Best Friends that He blessed me with.

I really glad to have them around with me. Although we does not like sms or call each others 24/7, and not like we have endless topics to talk to each others, but i know we all kept each others in a deep place in our hearts. (:

It doesn't matter how long does we know each others, but how much we treasure the friendship between each others. I am glad to have them around that can really understand me. I know when I have problems, or anything, they will be the people that will be there for me.

Thanks Fish, for always being there with me when there are problems at home. Thanks Ryan, for always being then listening to my naggys and when i needs.

Just wanna said I treasures this friendship and i love love love you guys! X)

2009-04-16T17:13:00.001+08:00

Bellagio Fountains from michael john on Vimeo

Christopher showed me this. It is really beautiful! Do watch it! =D
Wanna go there one day when I am older. (:

2009-04-12T00:41:00.003+08:00

haha. I am now blogging with my hp!! so cool sia. Decided that i should cm and blog since i am waiting for my parents to be back from SUPPER!! Haha. I am currently sitting at mac n slack without any food ordered. =X

Anyway, i wanna blog about today!
Today service is totally AWESOME man!! Especially with Qian Qi beside me throughout the service. I am so great that she has enjoyed herself so much today. We also dedicated a song to her too! Haha. Meng Yeow should be jealous-ing now as he PS me. Haha.

Pastor preached power-pack sermons today and yesterday.

*parents are back home.. Continue posting later at night. (:

Going ZOO with CGs tml!! WOOTSS!!!

2009-04-08T01:49:00.003+08:00

anyway, Ryan's blog inspires me to blog.

my dearest beloved nonsense-buddy, Min Yang, has went to serve the nation today. I actually ton-ed the whole day till 7am, wanting to be there and send him off. While waiting for Ryan, Bernard, and Min Yang's replys, I actually K.Oed as i was acting sleeping cause my dad was back home at that time. Haha! they are still sleeping lor when we supposedly meeting at 7.30am at CCK! So sorry Min Yang that I did not send u off, but I know u felt privileged that I toned whole night for you and knowing that I actually wanted to send you off. Haha! *pushing blame to Ryan for not replying me at 7am. =p

Got a phone call from Min Yang too, after he has called his parents, Nicholas, and Ryan. Same as Ryan, I was so shocked and happy to receive a call from him. I was like shouting "Min Yang!" into my phone once i picked up the call. haha! and of course I asked him if he is alrdy botak, and he said "Yar, it is very cooling now". oh man! i missing MY alrdy, thou I know he is coming out in 2 more days for Easter. haha!

It's really means a lot just through this small act that he has done. thou I may only got to know MY better during this year, but this small act shows the friendship between us is genuine and both of us precious it. I think it is through this kind of environment/surrounding/situation, we will know who are the real friends we have and the people that came into your mind is actually the people that you values more.

here is a picture of my nonsense-buddy, MY!

okay, back to the topic: friends and foes.

i would like to know who my foes are than for me myself treating them as friends yet actually they does not treat me as friend but foe inside of them. although it may hurt you when you know who your foes are, but the hurt that you get when you found out the one you treated as fren actually does not like you is even more hurt and it can even brings you to the lowest point of your life.

thou knowing that it does not do any good for me knowing it, but i will wanna know it, as i do not think i am able to take another blow again. it is like "acknowledge a robber as your father" (direct translate to chinese), "acknowledge enemy as friend". it reallys hurt when you realised a person you treated as close friend is actually ur foe, it is like being backstabbed and actually you are having a hypocrite friend.

Matthew 5:43-44

⁴³ “You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ ⁴⁴ But I say to you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who spitefully use you and persecute you,

Love your enemies...
of course after knowing it, the way i treats the person will be different and no longer trust that person. what will i do after finding out myself? i will just keep it to myself bah and continue working on with the friendship. Like God said, loving your enemies. even though the person may not like me now, but i will still go and love the person till a day it is a two-ways thing. =D

treat someone like who you wishs to be treated.

2009-03-23T03:25:00.013+08:00

*Cleaning the dusts aways from www.no-outsiders.blogspot.com... Wipe~ Wipe~

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Finally...... I am here to update!! =D

C20 hits 21 !!!

Woah~!! We brokethrough!!! (:

Amazing!! Let's give the people in the CG a BIG hand claps!
Especially Everlyn as she step out her first faith to reach out to her friends.
I am so PROUD of her!

Anyway, if you are asking me how have I been for the past few months, I am here to let you know that I have been great! =D
Throughout these 2 months, there are many good and happy things happened and of course there are some bad things happened too.
But how will you appreciate good things when there are no bad things happening. =D

And guess what?!
Problems are the stairway of growth if you manages to overcome them!
Problems may seems BIG, but I have a BIGGEST God!
Amen!!!
You will never ever thought of what God can do to solve that problems, but do not be doubts of what He can actually does.

And do you know that???
God only allows problems that we are able to overcome into our life, that will help us grow into another level with Him and strengthens us.

I love my God!!!

*partly credited to Wei Jie's revelations =D

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Anyway... Here are my rough plan for this week:

Monday: Hanging out with Koon Yew & Gangs @ IKEA & Queenways(TBC)
Tuesday: L4D EV Outing & Baking cookies with Chia Yu for his friends
Wednesday: IKEA with Recept Peeps (TBC); Meet up with Alicia (TBC)
Thursday: Lunch with Everlyn, June and maybe Qi Lin at Bukit Panjang; Follow-up with Everlyn
Friday: Hanging out with Steph & Gangs (TBC)

*EXCITING!!!

2009-01-27T00:23:00.005+08:00

C2 and C20 have our own reunion dinner on 24th Jan 2009!
Nicholas and Elgin were back from camp too, which makes this reunion dinner a even meaningful one!

although our steamboat plan failed, but then it does not take away the reunion's feel.
everyone was squeezing and surrounding around the BBQ pit,because all of us are very hungry.
Thus, it makes this reunion dinner a successful one!

im glad that everybody has enjoyed themselves,
and the bonding of the CG is getting better!

I LOVE MY CEG!!!

2009-01-22T18:11:00.002+08:00

im here blogging while waiting for Vinson and Alicia to come at Bugis Mac. ^^

haha.. in the end, i did not go to school today again.
but tml, i will surely go! =D
even though many of my friends stopped going le.
hahaa... cos i do not want any warning letter to appear in my mailbox again.
and wanna push my that module grade up! ^^

went out with Wei Min just now, and she has left for CG at 6pm, while i am here waiting alone for Vinson and Alicia to come and join me.
Like what Pastor said, "i can be alone and not lonely".

okay, Vinson called me alrdy and said he reached.
so i shall stop here and blog again tonight.

p.s I broke the curse of my blog, it is no longer blogging once a month.

2009-01-22T03:31:00.004+08:00

i was browsing through many of my photos.
they brought back a lot of my memories.
i will blog more about them later on in class,
as i think i will be super free as many of my friends are ponning.
haha. but i shall be a good girl and goes against the flow! =D

anyway, i realised that i took v little photos with Vinson!
it can be counted within a palm.
i am so starting to take many many photos with him.
haha! records down every moment of him growing.
(oops.. i saw like a mama! hahaa!)

it's alrdy 3:35am, so....
good night peeps! =D

2009-01-19T00:55:00.007+08:00

my primary school classmates actually posted my class photo that we took during P1 and P3 on facebook! it's hilarious and of course bring back memories.

she also tried to tag the people in the picture, but she actually forgot some and posted wrong name on wrong person. haha... but i am amazed by her that she can still rmb those transferred class mate that is same class with us just a yr!

and here are the photos...
now is my turn in trying to tag them!
(i bet Melvin Ng will only get one correct if he try to tag the photo, which is himself.)

P1's photo
Can you spot me?

P3's photo
From Top Left:
1st Row - Chuan Sen, Kan Tai Zhong, Lim De Sheng, Gerald Lim, Marcus Ng, Gui Choon Meng, ???, Bernard Ang, Eugene Ong, Melvin Ng Si Yong
2nd Row - Ng Kun Yu, Linda Chua, Fiona Goh Pei Wen, Teo Li Zhen, Bao Man, Valerie, Tan Hui Hui, Koh Xiang Ting
3rd Row - ???, Herlina, Siok Mei, Dina, Tan Li Han, Chrishelle
4th Row - Rima, Zi Wei, Bao Hui, Rachel, Tan Pei Yu (Sarah), Miss Cher (Mrs Yap), Ng Kun Xin, Adam Ng Wan Xing, Lim Yu Zheng, Wei Liang, Ng Han Xiang

Haha! i have good memory! =D

p.s : was a bit racist in the past, thus do not really rmb the two names. =X

2009-01-12T14:56:00.004+08:00

Woots! i am very excited now!
i got a call from Alicia while my team is presenting in the class,
haha... but i didn't care and jus run out of the class to pick up her call!
and guess what?! she got 7 for L1R5! and she able to minus 4 points! which means she got 3 points for L1R5!!!!
she's amazing!!! =D

hey girl, just wan to tell you that no matter what ur final decision is, whether to JC or Laselle, i know God already has a plan for you and I will support you girl! =D

i just cant explain the feeling n excitement i have inside me now.
and God jus put a vision into my heart!

on 2010, i will receives calls from Vinson! and he will tells me how good he has scored.
not just that, there will be a whole bunch of ppl ard him, all telling me their results together!
there will be Vinson, Jesslyn and many more!
im excited man!! revival in beatty! glorifying God with their results!

now, im waiting for the call from Gets!
i know she gonna score well too! =D

2009-01-12T01:34:00.003+08:00

i miss my LEADER!
it is the first time where Nicholas is away from us for the past 2-3 years.
now 10pm on everyday is what i have been looking towards,
cause it is a time where I can get connected with my leader again!
i can't wait for Nicholas to be back with us!
23rd Jan, evening, he will be back with us! YAY!!!
Counting down to 23rd Jan!
it's PARTY TIME!!!

Elgin, you are being missed too! =D
Botak Gin, is ur new name! Xp

C2 and C20 are having more and more army guys!
more and more started to serve our nation.
Nicholas, Elgin, Li Xing, Sean, Ernest, Feng Xu, Nigel, Jay, Ryoma are all serving the nation.
Min Yang is joining the police force in April, Koon Yew and Bernard are also enlisting this year.
CEG will only left Ryan, Vinson, Genghis, Benjamin, and of course all the girls! =D

this show that we are all growing up!
i really can't imaging that Vinson is actually taking his Os this year already!
he was secondary 2 when he first came, and now he is already secondary 4!
anyway, i really love him! he is so cute and im glad to see him growing n rising in this season!

also, when the guys are gone to serve the nation,
it is the time for the girls to really rise up even more in the CEG and carry the burden!
Girls' POWER!! AMEN! =D

2008-12-12T03:41:00.003+08:00

YuZhen is currently at TaiPei, eating and eating! HAHA!

soon... in 20 hours time, i am joining her and Jasmine over there! =D
hopefully we are able to meet up over there, what best if we are in the same hotel for that day!

RETRO weekend is this Saturday!
im wondering what is Vinson, Everlyn, Ryan gonna wear!
imaging Sean went back to 80s, when polices are still wearing shorts.
Haha! it is gonna be so funny man!
P.S: Do remember to take a lot of pictures for us who are overseas! =D

C20 are gonna hit 18 this weekend!
even though many of us may be overseas, but i still believes we can hit it man!
with Vinson, with Sean, with all the REAL men in the CG, i know we can! =D
im just excited to get the final attd from Elgin this weekend!

btw Vinson, do get well soon too!
Me and you will get well! =D
take good care of your health, no more food poisoning, okay?
btw, i think sometime fast food are more safer, but it is not healthy.
so need to get a balance n eat safety n healthy, okay?

=D

2008-11-03T02:14:00.007+08:00

haha! i finally back in Singapore!!! away for 8 days!!! heard from my eldest sister that the last time i took plane is when i am 2 years old, so mean i never took a plane for 17 years. that's long.. haha.. anyway, ears were really super painful when arrived at Shanghai, and the trip wasn't fun at all, wasted my 8 days there!!!

and make me missed Pastor Aries's service, Garette's service, and Combined Service!!! was really sad when I read Wei Jie's blog saying that it was the last combine service in Singpost, until i heard from Ryan that there is gonna be another one on 22 Nov!!! Phew~~!!! Gonna get all the sermon discs for all these 3 services. Although getting it, but it is none better than being there personally!

anyway, lazy to blog about the trip as it was bad. haha.. but i did learnt things there and also from the people that in the same tour with me.

Will blog about it next time if i free...
btw, thank Nicholas for the book! =D
Meanwhile, here are some of the photos! =]

Day 1

Day 2

lazy to post the rest, cause too many and now it's late!! HAHA!!

btw, Power House is back!!! Gonna try my way to go for it and not missed it like last time! EXCITING!!! =]
lastly, Nick Vujicic Seminar is just 1 day away! gonna meet him face to face on Tuesday! im excited for it and hear his story! For those who still do not know him, Check this out! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=USUvzKDroqM

Nights! =)

2008-11-03T01:55:00.005+08:00

First Picture of C20!!

But still not everybody in this photo...
From Top-Left: Vinson Tan, Li Xing, Elgin Poh, Ryan New, Siok Mei (ME), Valerie Tay, Tan Yu Zhen, Ernest, Bernard Tan, Kenneth Quek
Anyway, not forgetting of the people that are missing in it: Nicholas Lee (our leader), Sean Ethan, Feng Xu, Jesslyn, Kek Yun, James, Chia Yu
Additional People in the Picture(LOL!): Yu Zhen and Kenneth Quek (C2)

and...... Photo with our BOSS, Charleston Lim! :D
I love them all!! :D

anyway, photo credited to Jonathan Tan, my beloved LiveFeed-mate, LiveFeed-Team-mate, RP-mate. =]

2008-10-23T11:56:00.005+08:00

anyway! wanna blog before i am away for 8 days! for the first time in 2 years, i am gonna be away from church on 8 days and will be missing 2 weekend services!!! i am gonna miss Pastor Aries Svc, Svc that Garrett gonna preach for the first time, and the COMBINED SERVICE!!! AWWW~~!!! i am so gonna miss church, my Pastors, my Leader, my CG!!!

just wanna say that I LOVE MY LEADER!!! :D
even though he is having A's level in just 14 days (counting from monday) and he is not feeling well, he just make time out to meet me and bring me to my point B! and indeed, he fallen sick (fever) on that day out! felt bad!! i really missed the times where we will always have our Monday meetings, and times where we just hang around with our leader! :D so Monday, i just hanged around with Nicholas, and the meeting was GREAT!! just wanna said a BIG THANK YOU to you!!! before i leave, i will make sure everything is properly done and not left you with a mess, and then when i am back, we are just gonna CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!!!

carrying the burden and not being a burden! :D

also, i love my leader because as he knew that I am going to buy 3 spiritual books for my people ytd, he asked me if i have enough and said wanna share the cost with me when he himself is also very tight. THANK YOU NICHOLAS!! but in the end, i only bought 2, as the another one is a workbook of that book that i want to buy, so still gonna go around tracking it. i have been tracking it for quite long already, someone do help me! HAHA!!

lastly, i love my leader because even he is having A's starting on 3rd Nov, but he is not gonna miss any services!!! there are many things going on on that week when his A's starts, but it does not start him from missing any.

Let me give you a brief: 4th & 5th Nov --> Service with Nick Vujicic, 7th, 8th & 9th --> Service with Pastor Kong.

This is what we called RADICAL! i cant find any reasons for people not coming when Nicholas is coming for all of them, and i cant find any reasons for people missing services because of a small illness when Pastor How just hopped to church and preach to us for 6 weeks when his leg was injured and on cast!

Nicholas, just want to thank you for everything! your teachings, the time you spend with us, bringing us from point B to point B, etc. THANK YOU!!! and JIAYOU for your coming A's!!! :D

2008-10-17T00:38:00.003+08:00

Nick Vujicic is coming to Singapore to share his life story to us! Im so Excited! Below is a short description of him from the flyer.

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Nick Vujicic was born without limbs. His physical disability caused him great inconvenience, but the biggest pain came from the unwanted negative attention that he received and the feelings of rejection, isolation and being different. Worse, he became the target of bullies. At the tender age of eight, Nick first contemplated suicide - to end his pain for himself and his family.

Yet through great resilience, support from friends and family and a divine touch from above, Nick Vujicic was able to overcome his disability and lead a life that is almost like any other normal human being. Today, the motivational speaker, at just 25 years old, has made more than 1,600 appearances in 12 nations, inspiring tens of thousands to live to its fullest despite the odds.

This November, we will have one of the finest opportunities to hear the full story from the man himself, a story that will bring tears to your eyes and warmth to your heart.
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Wasn't it amazing? Nick Vujicic actually decided to end his life at the age of eight. For me, I think when Im was eight years old, I am still having lots of fun and did not know about what is commiting sucide. Yet for Nick Vujicic, it is a completely different story. And from this, it showed how much pains and negative thoughts he has received during the past eight years of his life.

This is something that no one should miss it! Im great that I will be on time back from Shanghai for his seminar! Do let me know if you are interested for it. :D seeya!

2008-10-09T12:18:00.003+08:00

15 more days and she is turning to 1 year old! :D

2008-09-07T01:59:00.004+08:00

4 persons birthday have just passed not long ago.

4 June: HAPPY BIRTHDAY VINSON!
5 June: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SENG SANG!
6 June: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY & HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOON KEAT (SPOON)!!

today (sat), Pastor How has shared a very very powerful message! it is just the things that I have been lacking of, and the solution to my problems!

FAITH & CONFIDENCE!
CONVICTION & CHARACTERS!
Potential will lead you to success, but PURPOSE will lead you to significance!
Seize the opportunities!
GRAB IT & MAKE IT HAPPENING!

2 greatest days in your life:
1) the day you are born
2) the day you know why are you born

have you found these both greatest days in your life already? have you found your purpose in life already? In Ephesians 2:8-10, it said that God prepared a purpose & plan every man in the world before we are born.

I was really blessed and impacted by Pastor's sermon today. If you have missed Saturday Service, DO NOT MISS the Sunday Service. :D i know you will be blessed!

2008-09-02T02:58:00.005+08:00

haha.. im updating.. short one.

was having this stupid conference with Ryan at 0257hour.
How to solve the CG deficit Fund Problem?

siok: solution - get more people planted!
ryan: thats not the solution. the more people, the more CG fund collected, the more bday to celebrate means it is the same. right?
siok: haha.. so r u saying u dunwan the CG to grow? to breakthrough? orhor!!!

haha!! it is just a joke! obviously, it is not the solution to make the CG Fund back to positive. because getting people planted in church is not about their money we aiming of, but it is because of the life that is gonna get changed by God and seeing people walking to their destiny with God. C Zone brokethrough last weekend! we hit the attendance of 200 peoples in a normal service!!

EXCITING luh!! by end of 2008,
we are gonna hit 20 as C20!
we are gonna hit 240 as a ZONE!
we are gonna hit 1400 as a CHURCH!
BREAKTHROUGH!! (:

p.s: anyway, Ryan do wants the CG to BREAKTHROUGH! :D

2008-09-01T23:56:00.001+08:00

YOYOYO!!

hahaha!! Mich asked me to update..
So MICH, here is my updates! HAHAHA!!

will updates soon after i recover.. i will try to! haha...

and lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOO YEE!!! (:

2008-07-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday to MEEE!!

2008-07-23T00:00:00.002+08:00

23rd July!
I am 2 years old spiritually!
Just wanna thanks everyone that has played a part in my life for these past two years.
Thank You, God, for all the wonderful and lovely people in the CG.
It is really amazing, seeing how C2 has grown from only 10 people in July 2006, into 4 CGs now!
Thank You, God, for changing me upside down. I don't think I will be who I am today without You.
Thank You, Pastors & Charleston & Roy, for trusting in me and letting me to serve even more in church, in the zone.
Thank you, Nicholas, for all the discipleship you given to me and believing in me, and also bringing me from point B to point B. And also, being a great leader.
Thank you, C2, for being such a warm and great family.
Thank You, Soo Yee, for teaching me many things, not just livefeed stuffs, but also concern about our life. And also being a great ministry head.

Things are gonna be so DIFFERENT!
2.0!
I can felt the Spirit of Faith is RISING!
Heart of God will breakthrough to 1400!
C20 will breakthrough to 20!
I AM SO IN LOVE WITH MY LIFE!
IT IS EXCITING!! :D

2008-07-22T01:00:00.003+08:00

realised that it's been long since i posted picty on my blog.
so here you go...

MY DEAREST!!
Kristi dar, HweeYee Pig, Fishy Ah Ma, && ME!

2008-07-14T15:46:00.004+08:00

CREATE MIRACLES in your MIND!!

Woots! Yesterday svc is POWERFUL! Create miracles in your mind! During the praying and worshiping part, i started to create many miracles in my mind. i started to see everyone of my family get saved. i started to see my father initialled prayer meeting, worship session, reading bible session at home! it is so damn WOW!!

i also started to see C2 growing to 20! 1 girl from PGSM, 1 girl from RP, 1 boy from NP, 1 boy from SP, 2 boys and 2 girls from BEATTY! (: i also started to see Jesslyn rising up to be a TL in church! i have faith she will be one in the future! she is AWESOME! i also started to see hoGc has it own building in the future! the building is so damn cool and advance! new friends that come will be shocked to know that cool-looking building is actually a church!

I am so excited for the FUTURE man!
People, start to CREATE MIRACLES in your MIND! :D

and this is quoted from my LJ which i posted on June 22nd

"today Pastor How shared where is the 4th dimension direction the church will be heading to for the future. it is so exciting!
adopting of brothers and sisters. adopting of parents. adopting of friends.
during worship, i start to vision my father and mother standing beside each other and raising up their hands totally up high (esp my dad) to worship God!! it was really a happy and joyous vision! i just started to feel a burden for my parents, and when i saw this vision, i started to tear with joy!

God: NOTHING'S IMPOSSIBLE!

Yesh! nothing is impossible with God!! they are gonna get saved and worship God one day!! although in the vision, the place where i see my parents in is not hoGc, but i knw it is gonna be a great Chinese Church in Singapore and they will be very on-fire man!! XD Exciting!!

Miracles are gonna happens! my dad are gonna encounter like what Uncle Goh had! one day, one of his passenger will be someone that is so on-fire for God, someone that is missionaries, someone that is Pastor / Leader in church. And they are gonna share the gospel to my dad and he is gonna respond to the altar call in his cab too!! WOOHOO!!! wasnt that exciting?? :)"

2008-06-20T09:47:00.002+08:00

*ROAR!~

i missed RP Prayer Meeting again!
already tried to wake up early for it but then i still missed PM and late for school.
started to hate the travelling time to school man! i takes 1 hr plus to school! it is tiring and horrible travelling journey. especially when going to school. going back home is still alright to me.

Prayer Meeting starts at 7.45am on every monday and every friday in school. i must at least come for one!!
PM starts at 7.45am, means i need to leave home at 6.30am, means i need to wake up at 5.30am!
any kind souls waking at that time on Monday and Friday, do give me morning calls!! XD
THANKS A MILLION!!!

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*yawning!~

reached school at 9am, if i am a year 1 student, i am counted as on time! but sadly nope! :D
was shocked when entered the class, as there are only 7/25 people in the class including me and the facilitator is not in too! only till 20 minutes later, faci and 4 other people came back. and 10 minitues later is break. haha.. so in the end, first meeting everybody just basically slacking and doing nothing.

the class is ordering mac delivering for lunch later. Mmmm!~~ XD

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Gonna rush to church right after school later! having CG later on! Exciting sia! And Charleston will be preaching!!! woohooo!! later CG gonna be totally AWESOME! we are gonna overpower the size of the room! and Presence of God is gonna be so strong!! CONQUER THE ROOM! C2 are gonna grow and grow and grow, and pre-school will not be big enough to fit us anymore!! :D

after that gonna join the Staffs and Leaders Prayer Meeting! it is a MUST GO thingy! i really encourage everyone to go for it as it can helps us to grow more stronger in our prayer lifes. Let's not be people like Martan who just care about serving God, but like be someone who is both Martan and Mary! Be someone that serving God and loving to dwell in His Presence!

Do not just keep doing the hardworks, but remember to always rely to the Source too!

2008-06-18T14:23:00.004+08:00

guess where am i?

i am in church nw.

suddenly, i just so miss the days that i am found in church like almost every single day of the week in church.

i just miss church so much after two days of rotting at home.

i want to be like the past.

i wants to be in church every single day!

not only comes when i hav stuffs on.

but comes because this is my HOME!

comes because i miss God's presence!!

nw alone in mpr 2.

playing a disc that found here which inside is all worship songs.

while listening, i jus felt the sweet layer of presence of God.

just feel like worshipping like nobody business.

i think we are gonna play this disc for the later prayer meeting. :)

3 people in the prayer meeting.

but it is gonna be powerful!

we may be small in size, but we are BIG in SPIRIT and FAITH!

we are gonna make the devil TREMBLES!

more people are gonna come in!

pillows are gonna replaced by real radical souls for Christ!

more and more are gonna come in!

im excited!!!

REVIVAL!! BREAKTHROUGH!!

WE CAN DO IT WITH CHRIST BESIDE US!!

YESH WE CAN!! =D

oh yar... ytd night i randomly make livejournal. haha..

it is just for fun. here is the link.

http://siok-lovesJ.livejournal.com

maybe i shall change my blogspot url to that! haha..

cause it sounded much much much more better than no-outsiders. Xp

2008-06-17T00:59:00.007+08:00

THREE levels of knowing God!

(1) Trembled and stood afar off

- Are you someone that is standing afar and afraid of God?

- Fear of God keeps us away from sins but being afraid of God keeps us away from God.

(2) Worship from afar

-Are you someone that just come to church for the sake of coming and not having a relationship with God?

- Are you someone that knowing God in your head (knowledge) and not knowing God in your heart (relationship).

- What do you like most when you come to church? The Lights? The Sounds? Or the Presence of God and His Words?

(3) Into the midst of the cloud

- Are you able to hear from God?

- God only speak to you when you start to learn to grow closer to Him.

- Are you having a relationship with God?

- Relationship needs to be build days by days and not just build at once.

Which level are you in?

2008-06-15T02:07:00.002+08:00

haha.. just a short updates as i am asked too.

this season: LIVE! RESPONSIBILITIES! BOLDNESS! CONFIDENCE! GETTING BACK TO BASIC! FAITH!

end of 2008: Beatty Sec => 7 regulars && 6 integrations!

i wanna watch NARNIA!!

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now here some rubbish posts. lol.

okayyy... my 2 years ago secret is no longer a secret i guess. haha.. more and more people knows it, it is like an open secret between C2 and C7 and some of the C4! oh my mama!! maybe more and more people gonna know and i did not know about it! haha.. whatever it is, it is already 2 years ago thingy. it shall not affects me much! ahaha... and no more shall knows about it!

oh yar! i lost my handphone again in silver cab! i so hate silvercab! they are just so irresposible man! RAAHHHH! haha.. daddy and mummy eventually found out when the phone bill came. i am gonna use my broken into half old phone for the next half year. oh my!

during the B and C Zone Stayover, someone mistooken my bag as his/her bag, and he/she placed his/her pepsi light bottle into my bag without closing the cap tightly! so eventually, the pepsi spilled and my white pants is full with the pepsi stance! but luckily, i put my pants into soap water for hours and it became much much better le.

ice-skating on friday with meow and cow. it is ex but it is fun too. haha.. i want to go again! XD

i wanna watch kungfu panda too! :D

2008-05-30T00:19:00.005+08:00

REDRAIN CONCERT 2008 IS TOTALLY TOTALLY AWESOME!!
IT IS YOUR LOSE THAT YOU HAVE MISSED IT!!

the whole atmosphere is totally awesome! all the hardwork and stay till late is all worth it man! it is just my privellage that i am able to serve during it. the lights, the livefeed, the ops everybody has just gone up another level, 2.0! most importantly, God is there!!!

remembering 2 years ago, i am still someone new and enjoying myself during the concert. it is also during that concert that make me more opened up and started to jump and raise up my hands to praise and worship God. and this two years is my turn to serve all the new people that coming for the concert. it feels just so great to serve others!

i can feel a sense of great harvest coming in!!
Pastor Tan Ye Ping is also coming to our church this week! He is the number two man in CHC! it gonna be so mind-blowning!

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and also, i known many many new friends. 2 secondary three and 2 secondary one. Kek Yun (cake), James (007), Genevieve (cow), Melissa (meow). haha. i just realised that everyone of them have a nickname. lawls. and from cow and meow, i came to know another girl called Julia. haha.. hanging out with younger people makes me feels younger. XD

- wed -
yesterday went out with the whole beatty gang and it is totally FUN!! =D although most of the time we are walking aimlessly, but we are just loving the accompany of each others around. cow has to leave home very very early as she sneaked out. she is being grounded for the whole week. sian sia... but we enjoyed the times when you are there many too.. XD haha... and the guys are complaining that they are tired so we went to MOS to rest. and there are this period Julia started to love and love non-stop for 10 minutes and all of us does not know why and i just keep taking photos of her for that 10 minutes. 8) oh yar! Julia is chinese + malay and she is from yzps too. when she is p1, i am p6. i am so so old!

and guess wad?! we took NEOPRINTS!! it been donkey years since i took neoprints. told you it makes you younger when you hanging out with younger peeps. haha... its SOOO cute!!! i love all of them! sadly, 007 just dunwan take it with us.. he is too shy for us to have his photo. haha..

after that, have chompchomp outing with C2 + some of the C4! great time fellowshipping with each others and of cos with the food! heehee...

i simply love C2 much much and the beatty peeps!! <3

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- thurs -
wasted my time in school today. thought that there are UT today so i went to school without going to the class as i was super duper late already. but actually is tomorrow!! ROAR!! so made cards there and then bring my laptop to doctor as there are virus in it!! actually wanted to do church stuffs there but my lappy are in hospital for more than an hour! roar!!

and guessed what!! haha.. 2 secondary 1 girls came to RP and looked for me!! hearts them! haha. meow and Julia they just dont mind to come all the way to find me and even though they can only stay like less than an hr in rp. so we chilled at the cafe and sadly we cant play wii as it is out of batt! nvm... there will be next time with cow along.

sent the both of them home. was taking tons of photos during the trip. Julia's house is damn nice luh! haha..

that's all! Pastor Tan is coming to hoGc just a few hours later! EXCITING MAN!!

2008-05-23T14:17:00.002+08:00

REDRAIN CONCERT!!

It is just TOMORROW and SUNDAY!!
Saw all the Run-Through,
It is just SUPER DUPER AWESOME!
IM SO EXCITED FOR IT!
DON'T MISS IT OUT!

2008-05-22T00:27:00.007+08:00

Saw this in my friend's blog. It was COOL!!

Read the whole instructions before u start.

Follow the instructions.

1) Relax and concentrate on the 4 small dots in the middle of the picture for about 30-40 seconds.

2) Then, take a look at a wall near you ( any smooth, single coloured surface).

3) You will see a circle of light developing.
4) Start blinking your eyes a couple of times and you will see a figure emerging...
5) What do you see? Moreover, who do you see?

Did you see anything?

It is actually a image of Jesus!

It was so so COOL!!

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These few days have been so so BUSY! But I am happy and enjoying every single day even though I missed my dinner for 3 days and K.Oed! Red Rain is coming and I am so EXCITED for it even though I am so BUSY for it. I just love what I am doing!

Have a great worship session with Live Feed Peeps today! I just cry and cry and cry wholeheartedly to God. Pour everything out to God of how I feel and I just started tearing without stopping. I know God was there with me and He spoke to me.

Ever have times you just do not know whether it is you thinking too much or it is really God? Haha.. I have! And today God just spoke to me so clearly!

"I was here" - God

"And I am here" - God

God knows me too well that He put "- God" after His Words. Heehee...

Sometimes you may think that God is not there, but He actually is. You may not feel Him because He is standing far looking after for you.

Why is He far? Because you are not going towards Him.

Then why God don't want to come close to us? Because God is a good God. He does not want to make it a force for us to be near Him. He will only be near when we wants to.

Woots!!~ That's not all man! This is just a small part of it.

I AM HAPPY GIRL WITH MY HEAVENLY DADDY! :D

2008-05-07T00:19:00.002+08:00

RedRain Concert

Destination: Singapore

Date: 24th & 25th May

Woots!!~ Guess What!!
RedRain is FALLING down at Singapore this 24th & 25th May!!

IM EXCITED!!
If you are wondering who is RedRain, let me tell you it is a COOL ROCKING BAND!!
It is a concert that you SHOULD NOT MISS!

Wanna know more??
Check out this website:
www.redrain.sg
And you can get to know more about every single member in the band and become a FAN!
You can also download these cool pictures there and their cool rocking songs!

Wanna know how to get there or get a ticket?
It is EASY! Just ASK ME!!

2008-04-24T15:46:00.005+08:00

How do you spell FAMILY?

i spelled my FAMILY as....

Pastor How
Pastor Lia
Charleston
Nicholas
YuZhen (Ah Ma!)
Elyn
Shu Yu
Tiffany
Jing Hong
Jesslyn
Stephanie
Christina
Si Min
Patricia
Grace
Ryan
ChiaYu
Bernard
Vinson
Benjamin
Kah Wao
Elgin
Koon Yew
Genghis
Min Yang
Kenneth

Not forgetting C4...
Zachary
Sean
Hong Kai
Lek Fong
Boon Keat
Si On
Nelson
Guo Wei
Seng Sang
Stella
Kristi
Yi Lin
Hwee Yee
Roslyn
Vanessa
Karen
Chersy

not forgetting my livefeed ministry, ABCDEFG Zone...
too many to be name..
in short,
my family is spelled Heart of God Church!
with our Heavenly Father, God, Jesus and Holy Spirit!

2008-04-24T15:26:00.003+08:00

I SHALL BLOG ABOUT HONGKAI!

hahaha.. school ended early for my group today as we each individually finished what we need to do, but the rest of the 4 teams are still working hard while im here blogging. haha..

okay! back to topic! let's talk about HONGKAI!!
haha.. i need to say he has really changed into a NEW person!
he reallys look out for people and really do his best to help.
rmb tt time when SooYee just said she feel likes eating KFC casually, HongKai eventually take it seriously and went down to buy 2 pieces chicken meal for her and blessed her.
n i heard from Zach that he once did this to Nicholas/Charleston before.
Ytd we were in church practising for the AI conference, and HongKai came to know that i have not fully recover.
And he surprised me with a cup of water and lots of PANADOLE! (he always like to force me to eat medicine)
anyway, i felt so loved...
hahaha.. n he is so shy and humble.
i was telling him that he has really changed and thanked him, and then he gave me those weird faces. (if you know him, you will know how he react when someone praise him)
so i think it is funny and cute, so i tapped his shoulder and said thanksyou many many times, and he gave me that face many many times. =P

then today morning, he msged me to ask me how am i feeling today.
so i told him that still the same, throat is still pain and asked him what thing can helps to make throat not tt pain.
n he being Tan Hong Kai, he replied me with this standard answer of his.
"Definitely haveee! Lol. My standard answer, eat medicine! Is the only way to get well!"
haha... he made my day...
And then at my secind break, he called me from his school.
he asked me where will i be going home after school? home?
haha.. and he said a loud HUH! when i said im not going home.
hahahahaha.. he super cute sia. (bet if he reading this post, he will be blushing. lol.)
he asked me questions and i started to find it weird and knew he is up to something.
and yesh!!! im RIGHT!!
hahaha.. he is coming to woodlands to meet me and just to pass me something.
and now im waiting for him to arrive. so i asked him to come to rp to find me instead as partly im lazy n hav lots of time, also we can slack together in rp with Zachzach.
haha.. love surprisingly!
i am thinking what surprise he has for me.
i am thinking of him coming all the way here to pass me medicine!
OH MY MAMA!!
hahaha..
answer will be revealed soon!
and i will update to let u all know it soon. XD

I LOVE MY SPIRITUAL FAMILY!!

2008-04-23T22:52:00.003+08:00

haha... have a stupid conversation with Elyn today. haha..

[HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT says:
hey Siok
[HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT says:
tomolo 6.30pm correct
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
yo!
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
yup
[HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT says:
okok
[HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT says:
chiong homework!
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
haha
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
act cute! ==>
[HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT says:
who u?
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
u
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
hahaha
[HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT says:
oh u
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
elyn khoo
[HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT says:
Ng Siok Mei
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
hahaha
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
change ur dp le
[HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT says:
oh u?
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
oh... i din?
[HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT says:
oh u?
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
yes me.. i din change
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
haha
[HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT says:
oh u?
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
=.=
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
oh me?
[HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT says:
oh u?
[HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT says:
hahas
[HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT says:
irritating sia
[HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT says:
if i talk to someone like that ahh
[HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT says:
i block already sial
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
hahaha
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
glad tt u knw it is irritating!
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
hahahhaa
[HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT says:
:P
*
* [HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT is inviting you to start viewing webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?
*
[HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT says:
show u my unglam moment
*
* [HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT has canceled the invitation to start viewing webcam.
*
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
lol
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
AHHHH!
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
i missed it!
[HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT says:
:P
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
hahaha
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
nvm
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
i saw it a lot of times le
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
lol
[HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT says:
WW
[HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT says:
WW
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
haha.. wad is WW
[HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT says:
Whatever Whatever
[HOGC 2.0] ELYN ATTACK WOOT says:
hahas
[hoGc 2.0] Siok [150.300.1500] says:
lol

hahaha... it is so dotdotdotsss.... lol..
im thinking of posting a post about YuZhen aka Fish aka Ah Ma since she posted about me.
hahaha... (:
I LOVE THEM!

2008-04-23T00:01:00.003+08:00

haha.. im glad to say that im 80% recover. ban lai is 90%, but now 80%. fever is gone, headaches is gone, but throat is super duper pain! i cant even swallow saliver as it will be so hurt! voice gone too after Jasmine came in my room n disturb me. roarrrr.... haha.. n now gt one new sickness, which is running nose. haha. i so hate my throat now!

okay! today is the latest time i reached school for this semester! i reached at 9.30plus! haha.. as i decided to take bus all the way since im alrdy late. bus only came at 8plus when my school start at 8.30! haha.. so i took bus all the way to yishun n change bus to woodland n change bus to rp. lol. lazy to walk to school! gt a gd deal on the way, bought packet mee goreng at only 1.50 and it tasted not bad. (And Zach does not even know Yishun gt such thing)

"Walk keeps you away from FATS"
haha.. this is a quite a stupid poster hanged on the cwp's wall. i thinking maybe this is why Zach always said me for being lazy to walk to school from interchange and walk stair to go back class or go eat when it is just 1 level different. haha..

Zach has been a great help for me for today's problem. he taught me about today problem and helped me recall what i learnt. (i seriously think after my fever, i forgotten what i have learnt. even java which im quite good at.) i reached 1 hr later then others but im already doing question 10 in WS where my group are still in question 2. I was totally shocked when i knew it as i tot they has gone way before me. haha.. it is good to have church mates around!

Study outing at AMK Mac today. haha. it is really hard to get Vinson stay focus and study man. but since he said he will get 100marks for his physic test tmr, we shall see his result when he get back. (Okay, Vinson?)

Done my super long RJ for this semester today. I asked Bernard DIDI(BOLD) (haha.. he just hates ppl call him didi even though he really younger than us) to help me check if there is any english errors, and amazingly!! he said my english has really improved a lot. i was super happy to hear that and i have more confidence in my english now. haha.. but it is a matter of blogging n doing impt stuffs. it will just naturally different when you type. heehee.. so want to knw how much i improved? hahaha.. ask me for my rj then! lol.

Then Nicholas talked to me about "Building Dreams". Asked me three questions, and i tot abt them and replied him. haha. i was thinking about my past, present, future! i suddenly rmbed what Bo Xue said during his testimony, "my past is redeemed, my present is, my future is secured". Looking back to a girl that has no dream before she came to church, her first dream started to appear, her dream started to fulfill, and how will she be like in the future. it is just so wonderful and sweet! im exciting for her dream in the future!

amazing, amazing, AMAZING! exciting, exciting, EXCITING! dreams, dreams, DREAMS! Start to have dreams in your life! Start to dream BIG! :D if you think dream BIG are not good or unrealistic, then you are wrong! when you dream small, you will be small person. so why not dreams BIG? be a big person!

2008-04-21T21:50:00.003+08:00

sick... sickk... sickkk...
fever... feverr... feverrr...

seriously sick today. having fever, throat pain and dry, headaches, no strength to walk and everything i touch is COLD! so din went to school today due to it. haix... wasted my MONDAY! it's a day where i can get an A and a day where i can pon and make full use of the time to meet the people. RAHHH!! but hopefully i will recover soon... so the rest of the days will not be wasted!

msged my friend to help me ask faci if i will still get grade if i do the java thingy at home and submit to him as i dun wan to be marked as absent as every module i can only pon twice, but he said cant but he will try to give better grade next week. i will quite diao. haha.. cos this is the module that i can get A for. now monday left 1 time to skip.

so what did i do during my whole day, just sleep and sleep and sleep. i feels like a pig sia but i duno why i keep feelin tired and keep falling aslp.

Anyway, i got back 3 modules results for week 2. i was totally shocked! A, A, B(0.5)! this is the first semester that i got so many A. during last two semesters, the most i got is 1-2 As for the whole semester. it's really amazing how God can helps me when i make a decision to be a visible person in class during this semester and take the class for Him. i got a good feel about this class man!

Lastly, I just wants to say i love them!
ChiaYu sent me a msg ytd to ask me if im okay, but i din replied him as i was K.Oed right away when i lie on my bed till 4plus am. so sorry abt it!
Vinson send me a msg today to ask me to take care and do not eat junk food. haha.. how cute is him man! then he also share with me his revelation of muggin! Vinson, keep this revelation in ur heart man! you are gonna glorify God with your result! :)
And also my darlingx Kristi! i was really shocked to see her msg when i woke up at 4plus am. it is so sweet! it's really sweet that my darlingx Kristi has really changed due the power of God. i will never imagine her sending me a thankyou msg in the past. haha.. I LOVE YOU KRISTI!!! *hearthearts!!!*

2008-04-17T01:39:00.008+08:00

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Haha.. Koped this web from Ryan's blog. It is something that quite nice to play with when you are free and it helps you to train your typing speed. Haha.. N YESHH!!~ I won Ryan by 4 word! WOOHOO!!~ Haha..

I LOVE C2!!

- There is still a post in progress since Tuesday, 15April. -

2008-04-16T15:43:00.001+08:00

haha.. Everytime when I feel like blogging, I will jus wait and wait.. Haha.. That's what you called "procrastinate"! (haha... took quite long to find the spelling of this word.) Should get this bad habit out of me man! N always, Nicholas will be there giving me a PUSH of doing things that I procrastinate on. it's good to have such leader to alway be there not just leading you but also looking out for areas in your life that is holding you to go further. (Haha..)

Anyway, first week of school has past and now it is alrdy the second week. I am quite happy for this semester as I have been reaching earlier in class compare to year 1, semester 2. But the angry thing is that.... now no more 15 minutes grace and I have been counting as late for the past few days as I was late less than 15minutes and it affects my grade! And it is because the distance to my block and class from the gate and train delayed on the first day(I wasted my day toning as I don wan to be late on the first day)! But... Haha.. I am still very happy with my week 1 result! A, B, B, B!! But... the actual is A (-0.5), B (-0.5), B (-0.5), B! So in the end, I might be getting ABBB or BBCC as I not sure if the grade are alrdy deduct by 0.5. Class has been quite good. Im someone that is not those super noisy one and not those super quiet one. Haha... School is just great to have hoGc-ians around! Lunch with them are GREAT!

Discipleship class on Sunday with Charleston was always WONDERFUL! I wants to be like Pastors! When hoGc is still at Henderson, Pastors will really spent time together with the 30plus youth that is around (13plus) and really be on the ground with each one of them. It reallys does not matter about the age gap, it is about your heart for the next generation! I wants to carry the same heart as Pastors for the next generation, and be really on the ground with them. It is not about if you can do it, it is about if you wanna do it and if you wanna try!

I really love my Pastors a lot! if you are thinking that you will never have a chance of loving, serving and helping Pastors, you are WRONG! even the smallest things like greeting Pastors when you reach and leaving church, response to Pastor during service, etc, are the ways that you can do to really love them and serve them. Start loving small things.

Last weekend service is GREAT! haha.. (ps: did you realise everything in my post is just great, wonderful. partly is becos my eng dict is not tt gd but main thing is because everything is just GREAT!) we did a very cute and powerful praise song with action!

"Im builing Your House,
for all generation.
I'm building Your House,
with an expectation.
We will see Your glory falls,
in the House of miracles,
as we stand together."

BF is coming! Let's really build the God's house for the next generation and just like how the previous generation had built the God's house for US!

After Sunday Service, Nicholas had a short sharing with us! What I felt after the whole sharing is that I felt I have been tagging on my own strength more than tagging on God's strength when I am doing things. Like what Nicholas said, "we need to have faith to walk into God's Supernatural provision. Running around chasing our own tails, was what we were doing. Asking, Seeking and not finding.". It was so so true! I want to do my best in the 1% and let God do the 99%!

Monday meeting with Nicholas is AWESOME again! PLANNING!!! It was really amazing knowing how our leaders have planned their time and their life! I also wants to plan my life like that! And it is gonna start RIGHT NOW!!

Today have a great day at ChompChomp with C2! I AM SO IN LOVE WITH C2!!
Gonna blog more another time as it is time to sleep NOW!
LOVELOVEE!!

2008-04-05T02:45:00.003+08:00

Reporting... Reporting... Current place where Siok is: Costa Sand (Pasir Ris).

Okay.. Kinda lame on the first line. Cause I am kinda bored right now and my eyes are closing, but I am waiting together with my mum for my dad to come here as everyone is aslp except she and me. She was just sitting there and look at the tee-vee, while I am here looking on my lappy screen. I WANT MY SLEEP!!

Haha... First day in chalet is so boring! I don't see the different of spending today at home and at here. The only difference is the wireless here is so lousy! Haha.. But Thank God, somehow my mom and my sis managed to change our room to the room that is just infront the swimming pool and I manage to kope the wireless somehow even I am inside the room. Even though it is only 1 bar of signal and sometime the signal will be gone, but it is better than nothing. And the another difference is it just made me more difficult to run out!

But nevertheless, I managed to run out for CG today! Haha.. CG is totally awesome and fun. Ryan eventually comes out with some lame games and the fun thing is that we all sabo-ed ELYN! Heehee... (Okay.. Mom started to feel bored and walk ard.) And Nick preached a great message. It helps us to see our church's Vision more than just a statement to us but something that is close in our heart.

Let me asks you... How many of you actually know your school's Vision? Haha.. Admit it... I am one of those that does not know my school's Vision. Haha... Maybe you know, but do you really kept it in your heart and carry it out?

Church's Vision:
Raise up a generation of people who are willing to give God the best years of their lives and God will use this generation to impact all levels of society and all walks of life!

Did you ever really thinks about what all these Vision is about? For me, I just know it but does not really knows what it really means apart from the surface and what it takes to this Vision.

"Raise up a generation of people who are willing to give God the best years of their lives"
Are you willing to GIVE?
Give: Willing to give for others and for a higher cost.
Best Years of your life: How to you want to live your life for? For yourself? Or for Others?

All these are just a matter of decision of how you wants to live your life for?
"The years of your life is NOT what it's matter, but your life in the years MATTER!"

For me, I just do not want to live my life purposeless and meaningless. I do not want to live my life that is just for Me, Myself, and I. I do not want to live my life to sleep and sleep and doing nothing. I want to live a life that is for Others and for God! When I look back to my life in the future, I want to say, "WOW!! My life have been fully used and have made impacts and not wasted! I love my life!". When I look back to my life, I do not want to say, "I have been wasting all my years and doing nothing great. Life is BORING!".

And there is this powerful thing about LOVE and LOYALTY!
Love is like eating sweet stuffs like cakes and sweets. The taste will gone once.
Loyalty is like drinking red wine. You will slowly taste it, and the taste and the love will be locked inside your heart.
You can have love and not loyalty. But when you have loyalty, you will have both.
Wasn't this something amazing?

I want to be someone that is LOYALTY! Loyal to God and to Church. No matter what happens, I will still hang on and stay loyal! :D

P.S Dad is not here yet.... YAWN!!

2008-04-03T01:33:00.003+08:00

FINALLY I can change my password and sign in to leo and know my new CLASS!
Im same BLOCK and same LEVEL with ZachZach again! Woots!~
Was quite SIAN that school is starting in few days time!
But now, school seems to be EXCITING to me!
Look through my module for the next semester, and it seems INTERESTING! (Although only know the name of the module)
Database System, Object Orientated Programming, Web Multimedia, Data Communications and Networking.
(Ha-ha) Seems INTERESTING right? Or maybe it is just ME?
Another reason Im EXCITED for school is that I AM OFF ON WEDNESDAY!!
Finally I will not be STUCK in school everyday and could not do anything because of it!
But the SIAN things is school start half an hour EARLIER than year 1!
Last Semester I have been LATE every single day!
BUT this semester I will ATTACK this problem!
W6 is at the end of RP!
I will be so DEAD if Im late for UT!
I think I will need 5-10mins to walk ALL THE WAY there!
15 MINUTES GRACE will NOT BE ENOUGH!! (WAHAHA!)
ATTACK MAN!!!

P.S After Posting, Su Ling just informed me that UT is AFTER school de! WOOHOO!!~ The good things is that I will not miss any this time! :) But the bad thing about it is that if I ponned school someday for impt stuffs, I need to go back sch at 4 to do UT! Roar!! :D

2008-03-08T02:09:00.005+08:00

Thinking of what should I blog about... And I think I should blog about "The End Times" Bible Study!

Gone through three parts of the Bible Study and I was really blown away by it! It is really amazing seeing how God's words have already happened during these 2008 years and it is even amazing that we are going to experience the words of God to come to pass ourself.

This Bible Study is a really totally new experience to me that we can read the bible in this way. Old Testaments and New Testaments, it is all linked! Just like the Book of Daniel and the Book of Revelation, these two Books is written 600 years apart, but it is actually talking about the same thing!

During these three sessions, I have really starts to understand more about the bible, and it has been prompting me to read my bible more and have a strong bible knowledge.

OH YAR!! The amazing thing about our bible is that whenever you read the time, you will get different revelations through. I was reading the Book of Daniel as Pastor asked us to read it before we come for the third session, and the revelations that I have got is different from wat Pastor How shared today. What Pastor How shared are much more deeper then what I understand, and it reallys inspire me to read the bible more, as the more you read the bible, God will reveals more and more to you!

Tmr will be the last session of the Bible Study of "The End Times". I was really excited as it is the finale for the whole Bible Study about it! EXCITING!! :D

3.5 years of GT!

Matthew 24:13
But he who endures to the end shall be saved

2008-03-03T01:29:00.008+08:00

haha.. felt like coming back to blog and so here i am... haha.. lets see who will realise this new post first..

was looking through the almost 150 photos in MOoMOo's friendster profile and it really helps me starts to see how far we has really grown and changed! haha.. if you thinking who is MOoMOo, it is actually Ryan New. <(^x^)>

There are pictures of him before he comes to church, his first time stepping into hoGc, when he is an I, when he is an R, when he is PPTL, and now he is a PTL! it was really amazing man! it was a totally AWESOME and JOYFUL feeling when you see how people has been changed by God through times passes and especially when you have played a BIG part for it! i just love this feeling man and seeing people changing because of our mighty God!!

And this is the comment that i wrote for him after looking thru the photos!

"haha.. i realised sth after going thru ur almost 150 photos!!!in the past when you smiled, you dont shw ur teeth or open it.but now, it is completely different and u like to show off your teeths, gum and tongue!!hahaha..in the past, you look like ah beng and pervert!!but now, you look much better but still an ah beng!!haha..ROCKS ON BRO!! XD"

haha.. i think picture will be a better proof then just words, so i koped some photos!! XD

Before!

First Visit to hoGc!

First few weeks in church!
See the change in him!

LOOK!! How RUBBISH is him playing with the cam! haha

And this is his receipes of SMILING!!

SMILEE!!! XD

2008-02-13T03:47:00.000+08:00

Found this online and it is super COOL! Check it OUT!! XD

Make a scrapbook - it's easy!

2007-12-17T02:14:00.000+08:00

John 3:16
For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.

2007-12-09T23:30:00.000+08:00

Im Just Love TODAY So So Much!!

Lets starts it from the beginning...

Took bus to Bishan Interchange, and met Ryan on bus cos just nice when he reached Sgoon, I just finished bathing. So on the way, both of us are reading "The Fear of the Lord". I was reading the INTRODUCTION part, while Ryan was already reading CHAPTER FOUR! Haha... I am going to CHIONGCHIONGCHIONG, aiming to finish reading the whole book by 26 Dec, so that I will still have time to do the review. It may seem impossible for one who do not read books to finish the thick book in just 17 days. But I am gonna discipline myself in reading it! Like Pastor said, when we have a deadline for something, it will just make us want to do it fast and before it. Haha.. But I am not just going to CHIONG it aimlessly, but I will CHIONG it with the HOLY SPIRIT'S GUIDANCE, and with UNDERSTANDINGS! :D

Let me tell you that this book is really POWER!! Just the introduction has blown me away and see things. In the introduction, it said about a church that the Lord has revived with His presence. But people began to take God for granted and cheaply. They started to take granted of His presence and just love dwelling in it and not pursuing God. God called Pastor John Bevere to this church to tell them about the fears of the Lord. And the next day after Pastor John Bevere preached the sermon, the Pastor of that church began to correct him of what he has said and he even used a verse from the bible to debate him. I just felt so sad that there are many people who called themselves as Christians in the world are taking God and His words cheaply, and the angry part is that they used and interprets His words in the wrong way! Just like what Pastor David Shearer preached about churches having the spirit of Abel and the spirit of Cain. It just so sad and angry to see Christians and churches having the spirit of Cain. But I believes that Heart of God Church is going to INFLUENCE the whole churches in the world, and not just churches, but every people in the world, and set the foundation of all nations! (:

Haha.. My review for INTRODUCTION! Anyway, after that, met Vinson, Sera, SimYi to go Thomson to eat pratas! Haha.. This my first time going there, and it is so YUMMY!!~ The plain prata is so crispy and tasty. The egg prata is full of eggs! Haha.. And next sunday, we are going to NTUC to buys eggs before going there and try if we can use our own eggs for pratas, to save 50cents for each egg pratas. Haha.. CHEAPO! But looking at another way, we can save a lot for it. Xp Anyway, Sera and I have a deal that every sunday before service we will be meeting and have pratas first. Haha.. And if one day we really bored of the pratas, we will go to the stall next to it, and I believes we will try all the stalls at the row of shop houses! Haha.. I enjoyed myself during this small pratas outing with them! XD

Today was Pastor David Shearer again, our Pastor's Pastor. He is such a great man of God. As I was sitting at the third rows, I saw Pastor David Shearer was trying to praise and worship (P&W) God as much as he can, and when he has given his best, he sat down to rest and continue worshipping God. Seeing him doing these, I just so touched. Although now Pastor David Shearer may be old at the outside (but he is still young at heart), he is still giving his best for God and worshipping Him. Even though he may be not as strong as last time, but he will keep hanging on and stand at the pulpit for 2 hours or more just to pass the love, the message of God to the sons and daughters of God, to the next generation. So that the real message of God's words will not be loosen away. Wasnt him POWERFUL? Haha.. Of course he is, cause he is our Pastor's Pastors! And I love the both of them SO SO MUCH! I will post about the incident soon (hopefully). I wanted to be like Pastor David Shearer to continue giving my best to God even I am old and weak at the outside. The flesh is weak, but the spirit is STRONG and WILLING!

And after P&W, Pastor How asked us to pair up and prays for each other. So I paired up with Sera, and prayed for her. This is my first time praying for the person face to face. Was kinda scare and worrys at first, but just prayed in faith! And while praying for her, I didnt stumble any words, and I was really shocked of it. And after prayed for her, Sera just hugged me so so tightly! I was so touched for that, cause God has used me to show His love to her and of cause she encouraged me by doing that too! XD Then continue to worship God and I felt God's pressence so so strongly, and started to tears again, knowing God is here with me!

Service was POWERFUL again with Pastor David Shearer. Im gonna score A* for all the 5 principles! XD Not just a pass, but an A*. I want to do well and my best for God!

Then after service, Nicholas talked to me as he heard God to ask him to encourage me. Telling me how I have changed physically and spiritually, the way I spoke and everything. Telling me that there is this annointing of God in me that whenever things that seems no more hope, it will started to happening again. Telling my point B and encourage me to start believing and seeing myself as a TL and CGL in the future. Yesh!! God used Nick to double confirmed with me again. I forgotten is on which day of VBS, I think is on Thursday. God gave me a vision of being a CGL of 58 ppls at the end of 2009. And yesh, I started doubting again that I can go to it. But today, Nick just encouraged me, I may have short-comings, but I am gonna to practise it! Talking will no longer be a blockage of my dream! Just like this example that Nick mentioned, "When God has given the factors, and I dont believe and do it, it is equal to nothing. Just like clapping hands, you could not claps with just a hand".

All these words that Nick said has really set me thinking and encouraged me a lot. As I was doing nothing at CO practise, just listening, I started to think of what Nick has said to me. I started to feel how blessed I am that God has given me this annointing and knowing that God has never forsaken me at all. And while I thinking of it, I started to feel God is around me again. I really missed His presence a lot!! Thank You Lord for not forsaken me, forgetting me, and leaving me! I Love You Lord! I am gonna start believing that God can uses me and seeing myself as a Leader. I am gonna really build my spiritual life UPUPUP again so that I could help my people in growing close to God and in their spiritual life! I CAN DO IT!! God, Pastors and my Leaders have trusted me so much, I am not going to let them down! Yesh, I CAN DO IT! AMEN!

Then went Pasar Malan with SiMin, HweeYee and Bernard to the game stall. Haha.. The uncle remembered me and Bernard le, because we been going there to pump more air into the SpoongeBob that we got for SiMin. But now, the Spoongebob began to leak air after pumping air today. Haha.. And after bargaining with uncle a lot a lot, he allows us to change a new one even though we got it 2 days ago with good condition! But we need to go to Amiralty to change as they have no more stocks on hand and it was the last day of Pasar Malan today. But at least better than taking a no air SpoongeBob home. Haha. And then I started my bargaining skill to the uncle again. And he is really nice that he let us once again to get the stuffs without reaching the point! Haha.. That time we used 200plus points to get the 350 points SpoongeBob for SiMin because he promised to give it to me after 2 games. Haha.. And then today SiMin got the Mario Soft Toy that needs 800 points at only 541 points! Because I bargained until 3 games and he will give no matter what points we get. LOL.

After playing, uncle came over and talks to us. He is really nice and friendly. :D And guess what?! God can really do things unexpectedly. Uncle came over and chatted and asked us if we wants to work. Haha. And the pay is not bad lei. Testing Period: 1 hr = $5. Real Period: 1 hr = $6. I really dont mind working cause it is quite a slack job and I can play at the same time. Haha.. Who knows maybe Uncle will give me a big bear after a Pasar Malan of hardworks. LOL. And the best thing of it is that it is flexible! We can rejects the Uncle if we cant do it and if it is too far. Haha. And also, that after much talking again, he allows us to ask our friend to replace us if one of the three days, we couldnt make it. So yar, I got lobangs! And it is at nights! I dont mind cause all my people could not come out at night de, so I could use this time to earn extra money at same time, to pay my Tilthings and Rental Assitance. I can have fun with my people in the afternoon, and to bless them if can and then work at night. XD Wasnt that GREAT??

God is really AMAZING!
I just so BLESSED and LOVED by God, my Pastors, my Leaders!
I LOVE THEM ALL!!

2007-11-29T00:50:00.000+08:00

IM BACK AGAIN!!

haha....

And below is the picty of my FIRST NIECE, Jocelyn...

This picty is taken when she is just 5 DAYS old, or maybe younger.

Wasn't she CUTE?

And her bdae is exactly 3 Months after mine!
Haha...
So by now, she is 1 Month 12 Days old!

Haha...
And she is growing fatter and FATTER!
Im worrys that she will become like Jasmine one day.
Hopefully NOT!
But as she grows chubbier, she became so nice to HUG, likes a Soft Toy Bear!
Heehee... XD

Anyway, I have planned stuffs for her.
When she grown up, (which means I will be older too), I wanna bring her to Children Church.
By then, my PO should be GONE! IT CONFIRM WILL!
And so, it will be easy for me to bring her out to church.
Haha...
Gonna build close relationship with her so she will follows me everywhere. XD
Im gonna do like what Pastor Lia do for Rinnah to Jocelyn too.
Im gonna pray for her everyday!

When I got the chance to carry her, I will lay hand on her and pray for her.

When I dont, then I will always kept her in my prayers everyday.

Im EXCITED to see what God has planned for her.
WOOTSssss!!!~~

2007-11-18T02:21:00.000+08:00

3 Crazy Friends!

Merry-go-round and round...
It's a JOY to have Churchies like them around!

Having FUN, Bringing Joys, Helping One Another!

WooLaLaLa...

Haha... I Super Happy today that I broke down with tears non-stop...

A Super Happy and Over-Whelming Day!

Party in the Heaven, Party on the Earth!

I'm Duper Duper HAPPY!! :D

Although I will be busy, but I decided that whenever Im free,

I will come back to Blog!

I will come to blog about those cute little people around me!

Cos they are so cute, loving, and WOOTS POWER!!!

Haha... I Love Them ALL!!! :D

I'm gonna get all of their cute faces picty and put them on here for you to see!

They are just so ADORABLE and ZAI!!!

I HEART YOU ALL!!! <3

2007-09-18T01:19:00.000+08:00

School started!! 3 weeks of holidays ends like a wind. But I really enjoyed myself and that is why, it felt like it is only a week passed! This holiday has been a FRUITFUL one!

Especially the last week of the holidays! After the sermon, "Unlawful" Hunger, it's really make me wanna be more hungier for God and I decided to do things that I never do b4 durin this week. And God reallys help me to realise many things that I have not been noticing. And let me share with you some coolcool things!

1) Pastor preached recently that our God is a JEALOUS God! Because He love us!

And I was really jealous cause others have experience God in a deeper way than I do, and when I know about it, I stopped to really focusing and spending time with God at late midnight, around 5am after I waited for my whole family to go to bed. I started to be lazy for the two days, and not giving God my best and also wasting my time on some stupid online game to pass my time, instead of reading His words as I do not feel the urge again. So on the third day of it, I decided I shall go back to this momentum and stayed up late with my family, and went to spend time with God after everyone went back to their room. And during this time, I asked God, "Why? Why I do not feel You and experience You like others does, even though I trying to spend more time with You now?". Then God just start to make me realised that He is a jealous God again! As I was jealous, I began to be lazy and sian about everything. And it just hits me! God is jealous too! He wanna me to give Him my best and all! As I was jealous, I did not give God my best, and it applys to God too! God wants the best from me just like I wanna the best from Him too!!

My God is a Jealous God as He love me!

2) "Everyday with Jesus" + Sitting in for follow-up!

As reading the devotional and going for follow-up for the 2nd time, it reallys help me to go back to the basic. And I think this is the season when I should go back to the basic and start knowing God again like a baby of Christ! Recalling to the past, I did not really read His words, and spend time with Him when I was still a baby of Christ, during follow-up, I will be just there listening and not taking down any notes as I was scare to write notes back then. And now, with the devotional, it just helped me a lot by reading God's words in a deeper way! I will try to dig out as much as I can from every verse, instead of just browsing through it. Everytime I read it, I will be able to dig out pages of notes for each day, which I really happy about these changes in me! :D And plus the follow-up for Sera on Sunday, I sat in for it, and I started to learn thing for baby Christ together with Sera. This time round, I taken down notes and it filled what I missed on during back then. And it was really powerful! That midnight, I prayed to God. Everything just flow out neatly out of my mouth without me stumbling with words, and thinking what to pray beforehand. It was really a great experiencing and knowing that it is the Spirit that is praying out of me. Before I pray, I was so super tired and going to KO at any time. But after praying, I was so refreshed and awake! This is the time when I should start learning how to crawl again. (:

3) Do something you have never done before, to get something you have never have before!

Pastor Aries came to hoGc to preach during last saturday, and the message really impacted me lots! In order to encounter God in a different way, we gonna do something for it. Even though you may not feel it during the first few days, but when you keep PRESSING ON to it, you will encounter God. You reap what you sowed! I been wanting to experience God in different way, and Pastor Aries just came in come to encourage me to keep pressing on. :D

4) How will God felt when you decided to leave Him?

Pastor Glenn showed us a video of his testimony on sunday. Inside it, there is this part that really touches me. Seeing on the part when Pastor Glenn's dad was so upset when Pastor Glenn decided to leave the family, I started to tear. It just came to me that as we decided to left the house, our earthly father will be so upset of it, what more will it be for God when He seeing us walking away from Him. God will be so upset and being hurt by the decision you made. And not just God, but Pastors, leaders, and your churchies will be so upset n being hurt by you. I dont know what to say, but I know you got what I mean.

Anyway, it has been a really fruitful week for me! Everything just seem so flow and linked! And today, I just recalled something! I been always thinking God's voice shld be some machomacho type with echo, haha, but actually not, and i always thinking that what came to my mind was all because I thinking too much! But I just remembered that during that time when God spoke to me, give me my visions and the verse, which I have the comfirmation from God, those time it was not in some weird voice, but in gentle voice. Haha... It's been a FUN week with God! XD

2007-09-14T17:31:00.000+08:00

The two tops I bought online 1-2months ago have finally come. But after much thinking, I decided I shall sell it away if anyone is interested on it as I was currently short of money.

Now you can just buy it from me w/o the need of waiting for 1-2months! :D

1) Price: $25.90

Quantiy: 1
p.s/inner top is not included

2) Price: $20.50
Quantity: 1
Color: Dark Blue

Goods are in good condition.
Goods are not refundable once it is sold.
Price is still negotiable. :D
Interested parties do tag me in my tagboard. (:

Haha.. If respond is good, I might start doing spree too to earn some extra allowance. :D

2007-09-09T01:50:00.000+08:00

i decided i shld revive my blog nw since i couldnt do what i wanna n need to do as dad is back home early not knowing the reason.

and im exciting for tmr service! although i am there, but i couldnt really fully focus as i was at the back of the stage. so tmr i am so going to focus as i will be sitting at the congretation. EXCITING!!

and this few days, God has really been pushing my buttons, showing me places where i needa change, the ugly side of me. Pastor once shared that when you have unhappiness and hatred of someone, even you may forget about or forgive the person physically, but eventually the unhappiness will still be inside your heart. and when the person do something that make you feel unhappiness again, you will starting recalling the old debts and place all of them together with him and you will eventually burst off.

n yes, I DID! i bursted as i couldnt take it anymore. not on that person but to myself. n the thing is that the person din even knw i have been having many unhappiness on him n angry tt day. haha. and i eventually cried until very jialat as i was really angry on tt person n to myself. n i started remember what pastor has preached and i started to see this unseem n ugly side of me. God has really been pushing those buttons of mine, not only to these but others too. He wants me to change to a better person by showing n reveals all these to me. and yesh! i am gonna change!

Lord, Change me to a better person. Change me to a person that is more like you and have a heart like Yours!

2007-08-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

Some interesting facts...

Babies love to learn than love to play.

Want to know why babies stop playing the same toys after they played with it for a few mins?
This is because they have finish examine and learn about the toys by using their five senses.

With their eyes - looking through it.
With their ears - listening the sound produce by it.
With their hand - touching and feeling the shape of it.
With their nose - smelling it.
With their mouth - eating and finding if it is edible.

After they finish examine it, they will starts to throw it aside. And few days later, they will start playing with the toy again. This time round is using the toys to knock on sth, to see if it is breakable.

Haha... Never thought of this before? So never underestimate the abilities for a kid to learn. So whenever a kid ask you a question, do not think that it is a stupid question. It is always good to ask question than finding the right answer. Cos when you ask, you will start to learn and explore more things. But after you got the right answer, you will stop to explore more about it:D

Another interesting facts...

We are born with the potential to become stupid or smart.
None of us is born to be smart nor stupid.
Start to love to learn than love to play.
When you start to love to learn, you will gain knowledge and you will become more intelligence.
The more you learn, the more intelligence you are.

Education starts when we go to school.
Learning starts when we are born.
Education ends when we stop going to school.
But Learning only ends when we dies. / Learning will never ends, it will continues because we will have eternal life in heaven after we dies.

Haha... Wasn't it's cool and interesting? Start loving to learn! :D

2007-08-20T01:31:00.000+08:00

New Chapter Begins...
New Level! New Demon!
We Gonna Fight Fight Fight!
We Gonna Grow Grow Grow!
We Gonna Make History!

I'm Excited For The Future!

My Spiritual Parents!
The Ones That Love And Care For Every Single One of Us!
The Ones That Believes In Us No Matter What The World Said!
The Ones That Brings Us To Know Our Heavenly Father And To Our Destiny!
They Are My Role-Models!
They Are Just Simply So Awesome!
I Love Them So!

2007-08-17T14:13:00.000+08:00

haha.. guess where i am now.. haha.. at sgoon mac! haha.. suppose to be in school at this hr, but I woke up at a super late time (10.30am) and I will reach at 1pm if I going to school, so.... I decided I shall pon! haha.. but MingYue more power, she still wanna go to school at this hr.

now at mac alone trying to do ppt and send it to tcher.. trying to at least get some grade from tcher for no going to school. haha.. my brain is bursting right nw, as i have no idea what to do.. haha.. so now relax and come blogging. heard from SiewYen that the class is super slacking today and her group is not going to do ppt as they have no idea what to do too, so they decided to come out a skit for third meeting, while I am here stressing about my ppt. haha..

haha.. just a rubbish post. Mac is getting noisier.. people on the next table is changing and changing.. haha.. seeing how secondary students talks and everything, gossiping and everything.. Lol.. actually it is quite fun siting at mac and doing things alone and see how people live their life. I shall come to mac alone more to prevent fighting with JASMINE!! haahaa..

Time to go back to my ppt.. No more time for me to relax as I need to go off at 4pm le. haha.. byebye blog.. :D

Oh yar.. post about SINGPOST will be coming up soon! Im going to take pictys of Singpost later on! And I will post it soon. :D

2007-08-05T03:07:00.000+08:00

Haha.. I just realised that I have this unfinished post! So now Im back to finish it. And on the next post, Im gonna tell you more about the NEW PLACE!! SINGPOST!!

Heart of God Church -- FTMS (2004-2007)

We are MOVING to a BIGGER and COOLEST place!
FTMS, a place that I will never forget...

A place where I have lots of sweet memories...
Every single part of FTMS means many to me, even the floor...

On the last service at FTMS, it was totally AWESOME with Pastor Sy Roger with us. We said byebye to FTMS with a good and fruitful ending. During this last day at FTMS, I looked back to the first day I came to hoGc to now. Seeing how God has prosper us, blessed us with every single thing. Recalling every little thing, I felt so loved by God! Remember times and times when I cried under His shoulders, felt His love and care, His precious presence, I just felt so loved. Seeing how God has brought me to where I am now, seeing how He changed me, Im felt so blessed. He is simply an AWESOME God!!

Every single place, every corners of the place, even the floor, it just filled with so many memories and I will never forgot!

FTMS, the place where I got to know God, and my spiritual family.

Auditorium, the place where I got many experiences from God and where I learnt a lot, where we got a lot of fun during CG, where I was being taught and learnt things from my leader at the small corner of it.

Cafe, the place where I got my very first follow-up, the place where we always hang-out at and play together, where I first celebrated my birthday and where I first and last time to celebrate others' birthdays which I enjoyed alot.

Pool Table, where I master my tyco-skill of pooling. LOL.

Foosball Table, where we got a lot of screaming and fun together.

Nursery, the place where we experience God together as a CG, where we have our prayer meeting when C2 are smaller.

Pre-school, the place where we still need to squeezed to have our prayer meeting when C2 are bigger.

Art-Gallery, the place where I got my very first bible study.

Staff's Office, the place where we got to line up to go in to say "bye" to our Pastors and leaders.

Pastor's Office, the place where I got to talk to Pastor Lia face to face.

Media Room, the place where is squeezing, warm, and sometime have a smell, with the OPS ministries, my very first ministry, where I enjoys serving.

There are too much things for me to name them out. All this things gonna be kept in my heart forever. Now, we moved to SingPost! I know there are gonna be more and exciting gonna happens at there! The FUTURE IS AMAZING!! Im EXCITED!!

GROW.GROW.GROW!!

2007-07-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

I'm ONE year old!! *Hurray*

Best Gift I got for my FIRST birthday is the dreams and visions that God showed to me two days ago during the prayer meeting!

I'm so EXCITED about the FUTURE! AMAZING AMAZING FUTURE!!

It was my BEST year out of my EIGHTEEN years!

Life have been so WONDERFUL with Him!

I LOVE MY LIFE MANY!! XD

During this one year, I have learnt many things and being blessed by God so much!

Thanks God for blessing me with such a GREAT spiritual parents and family!

And also all those small little things that You have blessed me with!

Thanks You God for always being there with me when things happens!

I LOVE YOU FATHER!!

New aim for my SECOND years old.

To BREAKTHROUGH in my spiritual life!

Getting CLOSER with God!

Loves*

2007-07-22T11:59:00.000+08:00

I'M A HAPPY GIRL!! (:

NO LONGER I WHO LIVE, BUT CHRIST LIVE IN ME

2007-07-21T00:37:00.000+08:00

Got the VISIONS and DREAMS from God TODAY!!

I AM SO EXCITED FOR THE FUTURE!!

WHEE!!~~ :D

2007-07-20T02:15:00.000+08:00

time for UPDATES!! haha..

HIGHLIGHTS and SHORT and SWEET SUMMARIES from 1JULY to 20JULY... (haha. although everyday is a great day for me, but i shall just posted the greatest day among all the great days of mine!)

4JULY(Wed)
Prayer Meeting is just super ZAI!! ATTACKED but STRONG! Wanna know more about it? Check out http://c2-the-army-of-god.blogspot.com/ for more! I LOVE BEING CHILD OF GOD!! Heart of God church is where I belongs, my PRECIOUS HOME!

6JULY(Fri)
SGS Garden Bloom! Haha.. Although it don't really worth the money, and many disruptions, but I enjoyed myself there with my CG-mates! Dine at Newton Circus for the very first time, eating hokkien mee with 6/7 prawns is LOL!

11JULY(Wed)
THREE hours of Prayer Meeting is WOWWOWWOW!! I am RECHARGED, REFILLED, REPOWERED!!

13JULY(Fri)
FINALLY get to eat DONUTS from DONUTS FACTORY! Haha.. Queued for less than 2hrs, thanks to RuiFang! XD it was a GREAT and ENJOYABLE DAY out with BLUR QUEEN, XIULING, ELYN, etc.

15JULY(Sun)
Meeting with Pastor Lia face to face. It was a shocking yet a GREAT experiences! Because on the minute I heard Pastor want to meet me, the next minute I found myself in the office already without calming myself down and not prepared. Was so nervous when talking to Pastor that my right side of my lip is shivering when I talking. But afterall, it was an AWESOME experience! You may think that Pastor do not know you, but they DO!! I LOVE MY PASTORS!

18JULY(Wed)
Although prayer meeting was only for an hour, it was still so POWERFUL! i LOVE my Father!!

20JULY(FRI)
Accompany Welna to BoonLay to collect her rings. Haha. Having fun on the way there and back to Dhoby! And PICTYPICTY ALOT!! Heehee.. And Met up with XIUHUI FINALLY!! Haha. And XUEWEI PS US! Lol. First time went out together after knowing a year plus, excluding those times when we went Tampines Mall after school. It's great meeting up again after the last day of year 1 in ITE which is so long! LOL. Spending most of the times eating and chatting at Carl's Jr. GREAT DAY!! :D

AND!!

Here are the some EXCITING THINGS for 21JULY to 31JULY...

22JULY(Sun)
NUBIAN GENTS is HERE!! COOL and WOW dance steps I CAN'T WAIT!! Check out this... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ED9F-h8d0s ! 3pm-5pm at hoGc [FTMS]!

23JULY(Mon)
I'm ONE year old! ONE years of relationship with God! Whee!!~ :D

24JULY(Tues)
Heehee.. I'm EIGHTEEN year old le!

28-29JULY(Sat-Sun)
Sy Roger Seminar is HERE! Although I did not heard his spreaching before, but I heard he is SUPER POWERFUL! I'm EXCITED!! :D And it is the last service in FTMS! We are going to BIGGER place, SINGPOST!! XD

THE END!! :D

2007-06-25T00:07:00.000+08:00

haha.. check out my RJ submission for today!! :D

State your ideal job. Would "good luck" play a significant role in helping you to be successful in this job?

I do not have a specific ideal job to be in in the future, but the only criteria for my ideal job is just to be able to serve God and work in church or a place that can be able to serve God and people. I do not have a specific job is because I will go where God asked me to and placed me at. Just like RP, I was initially a year 1 higher nitec student of Integrated Logistic Management course in ITE College East; but God has a better plan for me. Before my year 2 started, God shown me another opportunities to get to Polytechnics, and so here I am in RP studying Business Information Technology as year 1 student.

And for my ideal job, I do not think “good luck” play a significant role in helping me to be successful in this job. In fact, for my own point of view, I do not think there is such thing as “luck”. People would normally wanted to test their luck through buying lottery, 4-D, etc, but it does not seem so as thinking and planning of what to buy are involved in it too. And another example is that when someone make a great deal in business, bystanders will normally said it is your luck to find this great customer, but in fact the real reason behind it is that this person had been working hard on many projects before he could get this good reputation, and not only that, he/she also need to plan out and prepare a great contract meeting the customer’s needs and wants in order to get this deal successful.

And of course, for my ideal job, “good luck” does not take place on it at all. Good break in my career is not luck, but a blessing from God. In order for me to success in my ideal job, there is nothing called “luck”, but it is the plan that God has planned for me way long ago. What I need to do is just listen to God, go where God has asked me to go too, and success and blessings will just come as I obey God’s words.

haha.. n i let nerdy read it and he said FULL marks for it.. haha.. YAY!! lets have faith and trust that God gonna use this to touch this relief teacher!! :D

n just like what Nicholas had said, Let's be SIMPLE. Loving God, Loving people. We have heard so many testimonies of how God has blessed someone after he/she obeys His words, God indeed has everything well planned for us. We does not need to be afraid but just obey God's words and follow Him. What we have, and what we get, is not by "luck", but it is a BLESSING from God. (:

2007-06-10T02:26:00.000+08:00

C2!!

it's really great to see how God has be moving in C2!!
Seeing how each of us have grown during this whole year.
I have been a Child of God for almost 11months, and going to a YEAR!
And it have been the BEST year out of my 18 years.
Life with Him is simply WONDERFUL!
I LOVE MY LIFE!!
I LOVE MY DADDY GOD!!

2007-06-07T02:34:00.001+08:00

God make me SMILE again!! He does not stop there only!! WOOTS!! He is GREAT arh!?

haha.. i just found out a super crazy news! it is like super crazy and you will not think it will happens at all! My God is simply too AWESOME to describe! He indeed have all things planned before we can start worrying about it. He have planned all before we can even think of it. wasnt Him too AWESOME!? :D

Thank You, Daddy God for everything.
Thank You for making my day.
Thank You for making me SMILES.
Thank You for making me a HAPPY girl.
Thank You for planned all for me.
Thank You for all those amazing thing that going to come.
Thank You for EVERYTHING!
I LOVE YOU DADDY GOD!! <3

2007-06-07T01:19:00.000+08:00

today is an AWESOME day!!

i do not know why, but i sudden felt weird and seriously no mood, cant smile and everything when i reached home n in my room. haha.. you must be thinking if today is an awesome day to me, then why i am feeling all these. lol.. the AWESOME things are at the back!! :D

haha.. n i saw nerdy online, so asked him to entertain me with his stupid jokes to make me smile. but you know wad? there is nothing that can make u smile from your heart. jokes and entertainment can make u smile from the outside but it cannot make you smile deep from your heart. the only thing that can make you smile deep from the heart is God!! :D

and of course, thanks nerdy for your that dummy sms and make me recall about your that stupid malu thingy. lol. it's really great to see you keep growing in God. :D

so i decided to spend time in His presence instead of being a moody girl. haha. so selected many worship songs and start talkin to Him. it's simple AWESOME! i just start crying and crying to God, and i just cant stop crying for very long time. i just pour out all my burden to Him, everything! and yesh!! im started to smile deep from my heart! i love talking to my Daddy God. and He even end my day with a great BIG SMILE! :D

after that, i took a big FAITH to do sth i nv do before. haha. He just simply ROCKS my world all over.

i just felt i should have this heart to heart talk with someone and i felt God is supporting me, so i did it. haha.. of course i felt scared and worrying im might make things even worst, say something wrong, but i trust Him and believe He is going to help me. so we have this heart to heart talk for an hr plus. haha. i hope after this talk, it has helped you someway. let's have this heart to heart talk more! lol. it does not need to be me to initial it, you can initial it too. :D haha. and it's really great to hear from you that you have changed your mindset on it. after hearing this, it's really make me smile deep from my heart. :D jiayou girl! you can do it!

remember this: "When God have put you through it, He will pull you through it too!".

I LOVE MY DADDY GOD!! DO YOU?? :D

He is JUST SIMPLY TOO AWESOME!!!

2007-06-01T23:24:00.000+08:00

this week is really a week of STRETCHING!

parents were away to Indonesia for wedding dinner for 3 days! and im free from 3 days! haha.. but 3days have came to the end. haha.. have been waking up early like 7am and going home like 11pm-12am like that for the past few days, due to Emerge and helping out in church. btw, i was really glad to be able to play a part in helping to set up our NEW home.

Let's first talk about our NEW home!

tmr we will be having our very first service at the NEW place! it will not only be the first service but a big day where we are going to give God our commitment, our proiority, and ALL.

it was really miracle for us to get the NEW place. all these will not happens without God! our God is a God of miracle!

Looking back... hoGc have moved from a small industrial park to the city, and a place where is doubled than FTMS house and situationed in the city, but paying the same rental but doubled sizes of FTMS house per metre square. it was really amazing to see how God had move and blessed us so much.

the NEW place is super duper ZAI! it was with high ceiling that is two storeys high, and the side of the place is not covered by brick but covered with LONG TRANSPARENT WINDOWS! the scenery is just so beautiful, especially at night. We were still wondering if we could see the fireworks during NDP in there.. lol. n the stage now is higher and bigger! the whole place is like 5 badminton courts. Wasnt that AMAZING and COOL?? our God is GREAT!!

although i may be tired, lack of sleep, getting serious headaches when i came home, reaching home like super late, but i am HAPPY and EXCITED!

IM TIRED BUT HAPPY!! :D

and for EMERGE...

went for both morn sessions for this two days. missed the night sessions as we were helping out in setting up in church. although was kinda sad that we missed it out, but we have stretched ourself so much too.

I was so BLESSED by the Words! the presence of God is just so strong! i love Him!! Love all of Him!

today i was sitting near the exit during emerge, seeing people walking in and out during worshipping, the Words, it really touched me and caught me thinking and imaging. not only just walking in and out, the usher on duty was like sleepin during the svc where ppl bside her are taiwanese and people was using phone to sms n call.

recalling what Pastors and Nicholas had said, we the first 1000 people in church really have to be strong to hold the church, carry the bundle, we really need to influence and pass our hoGc culture to every single one of them that are joining us, building them strong spiritually. i do not want to see hoGc youths will become like that in the future! now, we really need to build ourself stronger spiritually, have a good foundation, so that we will be able to manage the harvest in the future! so let's GROW STRONGER IN GOD! :D YOU ARE IMPORTANT IN THE HOUSE OF GOD!!

IM EXCITED!!

Kid's Prayer - CHC Children Church

2007-05-30T01:03:00.001+08:00

Kid's Prayer --- CHC Children Church

2007-05-30T00:30:00.000+08:00

Kid's Prayer

I WANT TO KNOW YOU LORD

YOU ARE A GREAT BIG GOD

I'M YOUNG AND DO NOT KNOW A LOT

COME AND BE MY ALL

I WANT TO LOVE YOU MORE

GIVING YOU MY LIFE AND ALL

YOU DIED FOR ME

YOU'VE SACRIFICED

I WON'T FORGET YOU LORD

I LOVE YOU JESUS

I'LL GROW UP KNOWING YOU

I LOVE YOU JESUS

I'LL GROW UP SERVING YOU

I LOVE YOU JESUS

MY LIFE IS SAVED BY YOU

I'LL NEVER FORGET

NEVER FORGET

I'LL GROW UP LOVING YOU

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Im so LOVE this song!

I think I posted about this song before, but I just want to post it again.. It's is just so simple and sweet. A simple prayer but it means a lot to us as the children of God.

We may not know a lot but we asked You to come and be our all. We just want to love You more, giving You our life and all, knowing that You sacrificed for us and died for us, we will never forget.

We just want to love You, know You more, serve You more as we grow up. We will never forget what You did for us, and never forget to continue loving You as we grow.

This will always be my prayers as I grow up. Being a Christian for less than a year, not knowing much, but all I asked is You to come and be my all. Loving You more, serving You more, remembering all You have done and Your love, cares to us, everything! Never will I forget all these and never will I leave You, Lord.

2007-05-29T01:31:00.000+08:00

oh.. btw, my phones will be confiscated on every weekend. so anything just message, and I will try to get back to you on Monday. I think I might get a prepaid card if this confiscating of my things on weekend is confirmed. I will updates here again.. :D

and also do take notes that 91455852 will not be using anymore after 30May. for new number, msg/msn/tag me.

thanks loads..

2007-05-29T01:03:00.001+08:00

things may seem to be difficult and tough now, but I am going to become STRONGER!

PO is never ending to me. every time when I am going out, I will always be questioned. sometimes, I will just felt so sick and tired of it, and even worried that I might fall. but I will always reminds myself to stay strong and never walked away from Him no matter what happens, as I have made my decision on spending my whole life with Him. just like once Nicholas said that when you make a decision in your heart, the decision will always be there and never be gone. Im so agreed to this statement, as I experience it in myself too. I have made the decision of staying with Him till the end of my life. Ever since then, no matter how wore up, how stress, how disappointed am I, how tired and sick of it, the pains and hurts, how I feel like giving up, all these will just went away and not affecting much on me as I have made the decision.

all the things and problems are like coming all out at the same times. stupid phone bills thingy, etc, have all come out at the wrong timing. everythings are just like trying to pull me down and stop me from doing stuffs.

this season, my aim is to really get my foundation right. reading bible everyday on the train to school are going to be a habit of mine. have been doing this continous for weeks! I am going to get the momentum of reading bible everyday from now. I am going to know about God deeper and closer! and my next aim is to have a momentum on having a longer prayer everyday, QT, and worshipping Him everyday.

2007 is going to be a year of ACCELERATING, SACRIFICE, MOMENTUM! :D

2007-05-29T00:59:00.000+08:00

this new look of my blog just motivate me to keep blogging and not to let it die off. haha. if one day my blog is dead again, then go to this blog for updates, http://c2-the-army-of-God.blogspot.com. haha.. cos this is the blog that I will never let it dies off! :D

2007-05-27T23:08:00.000+08:00

haha... due to ELAINE YANG complaining.. i shall blog! and im going to blog a super duper cool thing!! :D

This JUNE holiday, the RAIN is going to rain RED!!

the COOLEST, the AWESOME, the MOST ZAI concert of the year is coming!!

RedRain is coming to TOWN!!

Check out Page 53 on 8Days, Issue 865 for this!

"We go round the world sharing and spreading the message of love and hope. We do not sell our music." Those are the words of Michael Turner, lead vocalist and guitarist of Red Rain, words that perfectly reflect the consuming passion that Red Rain grew out from – a desire to spread a message of good news to a world drowning in conflict and unrest. That vision is what unites the group of five who come from different countries – Michael, Steve and Dave from New Zealand, David from the US, and Joshua from South Africa. Unlike most bands these days who sell lyrics of angst and cynicism, these heartfelt rockers breathe into their music light, love and life - and most of all, the heart of Christ.

WOW!! Wasn't that AMAZING?

With 5 world tours and 5 albums under their belt, Red Rain is making a phenomenal impsct across the globe, performing in countries like the United States, Ukraine, Poland, Australia, and Monaco.

This year, Red Rain falls upon Singapore like never before, with a new sound, presence, and a fresh anointing!

This is a concert that you should not MISSED it!!

Concert Dates:
16 & 17 June (Sat & Sun)
3pm-6pm

Venue:
SingPost
(less than 5 minutes walk from Paya Lebar Station)

Call/SMS/MSN/Tag me for tickets to this ROCK concert!!
it's Free but LIMITED too!

For more informations of RedRain World Tour 2007, samples of songs, and directions to SingPost, check out this website, www.redrain.sg.

And here are some of the downloads that you can find in there..

Still Not Enough??

Then come on down and have this lifetime experience yourself! :D

2007-04-19T01:03:00.000+08:00

Our God is GOOD!!

Yesh!~ HE IS!! <3

2007-04-15T00:23:00.000+08:00

first day of orientation

slp for only an hr and off i go to school for orientation. but at least better than zach who nv slp at all. haha. kiat was super funny, he does not even went to check his class online. lucky the sch did send him a sms with his class indicating in it. n the super zai thing is kiat is on the same block n same level as me n zach too. wasnt it cool? n the whole day we was like smsin each other and waiting for each other outside our class durin every break. i dun really like my classroom as it has oni two long windows with make u feel traped n jailed! lol. n kiat n zach classroom is so much better! their windows are on a row and it make their classroom look brighter! lol.

and the funny thing is the first fren i met in school name also started with xiu. i missed xiuhui and xuewei seriously! hahs. orientation is like super boring! we need to do project and presenting it on the first day of orientation. got to know how we gonna spend out time doing at school everyday, n i do prefer ite system which is like secondary sch system. haha. but NO! i am gonna adapt it and learn from it.

our schooltime is from 8.30-4pm EVERYDAY! it is like CRAZY! having three break in a day that took up so many time. n every wed, me, kiat and zach gonna rush to church for CG like how we rushed today. if every wed take cab will die sia. hahs. anyway everyday, we will be doing project, handling it up and presenting it in class. i think it gonna train me to speak out more and confidence thru that. after that, the three of us off to church for CG together. today CG was like super Zai and Fun at the same time too. and today, it seem like a meetin pri sku fren to me as i met 3 at a day. haha. and then off to celebrate my cute cousin's bdae.

second day of orientation

haha. slpt immediately after we sang the bdae n ate the cake for my cousin on the sofa. LOL. slpt thru the journey back home and off i fall on my bed n slp ytd. haha. only me n zach went for orientation today. kiat n guoquan haix! haha. reach sku at 8.30 but we din went for orientation immediately. n we went to configure zach's laptop and its finally done at 11.30! his laptop is nw super cool. can choose between vista or xp. hahs. n yesh! it took 3hrs to configure it.

lucky that i bought my laptop along today when i dun need to and we manage to pass this 3hrs easily. lol. durin these 3hrs, i learnt a lot from zach. he shared with me with stuffs he learnt, the leadership verse that leonard have shared with them when he first went to leadership meeting durin the time when he is goin to be a PTL and his fav story that gt it frm his old church and he also taught me a lot of stuffs like how to make the testimony more interesting, this and that, and help me with editing. he is really super ZAI! and also he showed me his that dying blog. hahs. it is so funny and cute.

after finally finished confirgurin, we went for breakfast cum lunch before going back for orientation, and so we went back for orientation after tt. and guess what? they was giving free lunch! so me and zach ate the second round immediately after the first round! haha. and after eatin, it is the breaktime! hahs. so zach went to the place where confirguring lappy to find his sec sku fren tt wrkin there, and in the end, he slpt there. and me meet xiuzhen and banana(kailing) to walk ard and then we decided zao durin the break as orientation gonna ends at 6pm and go causeway to shop.

and then i continue walking ard causeway after they left and i bought a jacket from coldwear for my dad. hahs. first time buyin thing frm there. and then went to find my ex-hallmark collegue, ahboy, who now workin at causeway pt instead. chatted awhile and off i go to yishun to meet the rest to go zach's hse for prayer meetin. and i waited till im almost fall aslp. waited for quite long and finally someone came. haha. and meetin time changed to half an hr ltr, as zach still at church doing stuffs. lol.

prayer meeting is super zai! i was really super tired that i almost dozed off. but i prayed from God energy to stay awake, and suddenly i duno hw i got a shock frm myself and i stayed awake from the rest of the day. it's must be God! God's presence is so strong with us today. and He spoke to me thru nick and i felt Him strongly that i started to tear. i just love my Daddy so much! i koe He is always with me when i facing things frm home. my beloved Heavenly Daddy!

ilovemyDaddy!<3

third day of orientation

im overslept! forgot to change my silent mode away last night and so i din hear and feel anyting until mum woke me up. zach called me at 7plus a few times, but sry i din feel it as it was on silent mode. so today oni zach went. get up after mum wake me up and wanna off to sku so that i can meet kristi n stella at 3plus at bugis. but still got nagged from dad for overslept when i jus go there for the sake of going when i can no need to go. and today was really crazy! orientation is from 8.30 to 9pm today!

reached woodland at 1plus and i got stucked at causeway becos of the rain. so decided that i shall jus stay at causeway to use my lappy. so i went to the basement and started editing testimony for the blog. there are 4wireless network at the basement! hahaa. i love havin a lappy that i can bring ard. and i went off to bugis at 2plus to meet kristi and stella. which means, i wasted my time n money for travelling to woodland for nth. haha. n continue usin it on the train. and i met yangyi! he boarded the train at yishun and exactly same cabinet with me! hahs. when reached bugis, stella n kristi both r late man! haha. so i spent my time continue usin in the station till my darlingkristi is finally here. haha.

and stella finally reached at 5! hahs. spent a great time with my darlingkristi, my darlingforest today! we took neo-prints twice and we brought the same supergirl tee and we are gonna wear it to church together tmr. haha. and i also brought a batman tee. lol. what happens at night, i shall not say as it is the secret among you and us. haha.

ilovemykristidarlin!<3

2007-04-11T02:51:00.001+08:00

hahs. i know my class today. and the coolest thing is that my class is jus next to zach's class. and the sian thing is since oni one class away why dont put us in the same class? lol. and one of zach's sec sku fren is in my class. haha. wasnt tt cool?

i can smell the revival of RP is coming. orientation at today 8.30am is gonna be GREAT! we are taking the school for Christ!

less than four hours left for me to rest. hahs. n zach is not goin to slp as he koe he couldnt wake up. lol. me too. got a strong feelin i could not wake up ltr. but i need to slp. if not i will get kill n no mood to tok ltr. lol. i gonna force myself to wake up ltr. wahahaha.

during this first yr, if i have anything that do not understand, i still could go ask zach for help cos we studyin the same thing for the first yr. haha. coolcool.

RP! WE ARE COMING!! WHEE!~~

2007-04-09T17:22:00.000+08:00

today im blogging about my family! XD

-A DAY OUT WITH DAD-
on feb 19, i went out with my dad alone to buy phone. its been long that since i last went out with him. i think there shld be a few times tt i did went out with only my dad when i was real young as i dun really rmb my childhood times seriously. and sitting on my uncle's yellow bike, wearing the yellow helmet, holding onto my dad and off we went to a familiar place, plaza sing.

on the familiar road to plaza sing, i have this dream. i dreaming that if there is this one day that my dad will be driving me to church and fetching me home from there at night will be really wonderful. i know this day will be coming real soon. it will be even greater and wonderful when there will be this day that my dad will be driving all of us in the family to church together and they will be praising and worshiping God with me in church together.

was walking up and down at plaza sing with dad, from starhub to singtel to starhub to singtel. hahs. and in the end, we chosen singtel student plan but the shop does not hav e color we wants. so we off to bugis. after we bought the phone, it started raining. and we could not went back to the bike or going home. and dad decided to go to opposite building for breakfast cum lunch. so we wore the yellow helmets and jay-walk. hahs. wearing yellow helmets with dad running across the road under the rain is so funny and cute. lol.

spent alone with dad for 5hrs for the first time. its may seem to be very quiet when we having our lunch as we are not chatting, but it was a great time i spent with dad alone for the first time. and i know my dreams will come very soon one day.

2007-04-09T01:31:00.000+08:00

im happy! very very happy!

i saw kristy! my dear forest, shuling! the cute little ger who knows 0.1% of chinese. hahs. and she is back with us on fri and today! im so happy man! gave her hug on fri. n gave her a tighter and longer hugs when i see her again today. i really miss her a lot man! it's really sad to see you left, but i know you are coming back to this family real soon! lovesya! :D

n choonmeng finally came back again today. happy! although he still look the same on the outside, but i know something have changed on the inside.

things gonna be different this time round. this season i really gonna tap on God's power for everything! PO and financial may seems to be a big prob to me now, but nah! heard from mum that she gonna ask dad to tan pan with me later on when he coming home which is so soon, but i not really scare and worry now. im super calm nw. haha. im gonna FIGHT and be wise at the same time. no matter how they gonna threaten me and said anything, i will still stand firm and not be moved. im gonna be STRONG man!

DEVIL! i will not let you win me this time! i gonna fight it wisely! even i may lose some matches, but when i won more matches than i lose, im still the winner! im not gonna let you intimidate me. im got a God that is so much BIGGER than you with me and i got nth to scare of you. with Him, i will continue fighting strongly! you evil!

SHOO!~

2007-04-08T23:43:00.000+08:00

hahs. i saw this thing from elaine's blog and i think it is cute and funny! XD

How to make a Ng Siok Mei

Ingredients:

1 part friendliness

5 parts arrogance

3 parts instinct

Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add lovability to taste! Do not overindulge!

How to make a Siok Mei

Ingredients:

3 parts anger

1 part brilliance

1 part instinct

Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add fitness to taste! Do not overindulge!

How to make a SiokMei

Ingredients:

3 parts friendliness

5 parts silliness

1 part ego

Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Serve with a slice of caring and a pinch of salt. Yum!

How to make a Siok

Ingredients:

5 parts friendliness

1 part brilliance

5 parts empathy

Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little lustfulness if desired!

hahs. n this what the difference of caps and no caps.

How to make a ng siok mei

Ingredients:

1 part anger

5 parts self-sufficiency

5 parts instinct

Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of wisdom

How to make a siok mei

Ingredients:

3 parts anger

1 part self-sufficiency

3 parts leadership

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add emotion to taste! Do not overindulge!

How to make a siokmei

Ingredients:

3 parts jealousy

5 parts brilliance

5 parts empathy

Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little sadness if desired!

How to make a siok

Ingredients:

3 parts pride

5 parts humour

1 part beauty

Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Serve with a slice of lustfulness and a pinch of salt. Yum!

and below is the coolest!

How to make a C2

Ingredients:

3 parts success

5 parts courage

5 parts leadership

Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little emotion if desired!

YEAH! :D

2007-04-07T02:36:00.000+08:00

today faced major PO. dad knew that i have been continue going to church even after he found out during the first time. hahs. dad wasnt as stupid as he acts. he said it is very obvious as i been getting out every weekend. i really duno how come he woke up at the time when he shld still be slpin jus to catch me today. n so he said wad he said durin the first time again n added other stuffs. n mum asks me not to go out today, n i know if i go out today, dad will be really angry. but in the end, i still run out of the house to church. hahs. so in the end, i got over 30calls. n my mum even get my my dajie n erjie to call me too. hahs. n she even called elaine n fishy.

i was glad i went to church today! Service is so ZAI man! n i cried wholeheartedly in front of my heavenly Father as i know i got nth to hide in front of Him. I was really like a tap today, n the tap keep leaking. hahs. even over small little things. haha. n i was really scared today.

during worshiping with the song, "the time has come", really touched me.

The time has come
To stand for all we believe in

the time has come now, and i gonna admit my relationship with Him fight my PO for Him and stand strong with Him. i will FIGHT! :D

i really love my churchies alot!
jus small little thing u do, hav touched me lots.
listening ears and encouragements and advise and caring from nick, make me stronger and loved.
a hug from piggy yee, make my eyes filled with tears and warm.
understanding and caring from sooyee is warm and loved.
caring from ruoen in the girls toilet is loved and funny.
praying for me from fish and walkin to the stn with me, make me touched n gave me more strength.
a simple msg frm nerd, make me touched and happy for him.
caring and sharin from sihui on msn, let me feel loved even we rarely chat.
i love my cg, c2 many many!!
i love my churchies lots lots!!

n afterall, when met my dad face to face, things wasnt as bad as i tot. n i really have faith that thing gonna be alright soon. yesh! i have FAITH! they hav some sort given up on me a bit after they knows their first time threatening have failed. and now they using it back. hahs. but i will not compromise with their threatening and stand strong and fight it!

i love my God, my Pastors, my leaders, my cg mates, my churchies millions millions! <3

2007-04-06T00:59:00.000+08:00

hahs. im happy for kiat! he received a mail from RP today and it says that they hav reserved a place for him in biomedical science! wasnt that amazing! and we believe it's God who give him this miracles! our God is GREAT!

hahs. now integrated logistic management in simei are losing two students. lol. one frm yr 1 n one frm yr 2. hahs. n i think i given e school quite a big prob, as i wun be going to the company they put me in for attachment. hahs.

btw, i got my result for last semester. hmm.. it seem okay to me. i got B,C,C. one C is e marks for all e projectworks. hahs. i cant grumble over it cos i din do much on all the project except for e last one. hahs. cos i was having my o's at that time. n so i din do any. hahs. then e another C is FDM. din go for so so so so so many lesson and got debanned from it n i get an C is satisfy! hahs. at least i got 60 n above. lol. then another B is for WIM. hahs. i wanna grumble for this. hahs. cos i think i score better for the first paper then e retake one. jus becos of the leak of the ques, we need to retake it. hahs.

quite a boring post! hahs.

I AM EXCITED FOR TMR!!

2007-04-03T02:08:00.000+08:00

i seriously think my mum knows that Christians cannot hold joss sticks! hahs. but she still always trying to ask me to baibai this n that. hahs.

cos today, duno y, somehow we ended up at the temple at loyang after dinner. n mum was asking me to get down n baibai and so i said i dunwan. and she said, "y dunwan? becos u Christian ah?". and she also once asked me that even after she dies, i wun bai her is it?. hahs. so my conclusion is she do knows that Christians cant hold joss sticks. hahs. in the end, i also managed to run away from baibai today. cos jasmine does not dare to go to the temple as there are dogs at the gate. so in the end, i accompany her out there waiting for them to finish. wasnt my God great? every time when there seems to be no ways, He will open a way for us!

i love Him many many!! :D

2007-04-01T00:02:00.000+08:00

-AMAZING GOD!-

I experience something WOW from God!

On thursday night, i got this news from my mum that we are going temple on friday afternoon! which means i would not be able to go for zone prayer meeting and i will be force to hold joss sticks. i was really worried and does not how to escape from them the next day as my dad will be going RP with me in the morning and bring me to the temple after that. i was really worried and scared. so i keep praying to God for a way tomorrow as much as i could at home.

Even until the next day, i was still praying to God. On the way to RP with my dad on my uncle's bike, i was praising and worshiping God in my heart and still praying to Him the same thing. And suddenly, this voice just came into me. although i still could not really recognize God's voice, but i know this time round, it was really God!

He said to me, "new laptop or a way out?".

and i went on thinking about the disadvantages of using back my old lappy. i gonna be sick and tired to bring this heavy lappy everyday to school for entire three years, using a laggy lappy to do my homework, etc. but suddenly, i remember one of the lesson of the follow-up about giving. i remember i wrote down my lappy on the 1st on my list. And remember i send an email to nicholas after the follow-up, telling him i am willing to yield all these for God, including the lappy. recalling all these things i said and learns and i made my choice through it.

and i told God that i am willing to give up the new lappy for a way out. i will rather be tired and sick bringing the heavy lappy to school for these three years than compromise to my parents and denying Him. and telling Him all i felt in my heart.

after submitting the enrollment form and stuffs, my dad decided to buy me a new lappy. i was shocked by then as he never mentioned it at all.

Even until i reached home, inside the lift, and on the phone telling fish about it, i still could not find a way out. and guess who i saw when the lift door opens! i saw my mum standing there. and she said, "do you want to go temple with us? if you don't want, then stay at home and wait for uncle to come.". i was really shocked and immediately agreed! even my sisters were beside her keep asking me to go, but my mum does not listen to them but said let me stay at home and wait for my uncle to be back and pass him the two packets of stuffs on the table.

wasn't that AMAZING! Our God hears all our prayers and answered them all when we have faith and believe it. And He is not only a GREAT and AMAZING God, but ABUNDANT God too. He give us more than what we can expect or ask for. and when there seem to be no way, He will show a way.

i really love my God so much! and i believe my PO gonna be gone one day and my family will be worshiping together in church!

the future is AMAZING with God! (:

2007-03-27T01:34:00.000+08:00

i love being God's child! (:

2007-03-26T20:09:00.000+08:00

im shocked i actually wrote two posts to God. two letters to God in my blog. in a way that is not me. haha. i rmb i used to write letter on paper to God, writing down things that happens to me and thanking Him for things He done for me. it may seem kiddy, but im a child of God. im still a child, a daughter of His. i love being His child. im gonna make a personal blog with all my letters to God in there. haha.

i love my Father.

*transfering letters....