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Thursday, June 07, 20076/07/2007 01:19:00 AM
today is an AWESOME day!! i do not know why, but i sudden felt weird and seriously no mood, cant smile and everything when i reached home n in my room. haha.. you must be thinking if today is an awesome day to me, then why i am feeling all these. lol.. the AWESOME things are at the back!! :D haha.. n i saw nerdy online, so asked him to entertain me with his stupid jokes to make me smile. but you know wad? there is nothing that can make u smile from your heart. jokes and entertainment can make u smile from the outside but it cannot make you smile deep from your heart. the only thing that can make you smile deep from the heart is God!! :D and of course, thanks nerdy for your that dummy sms and make me recall about your that stupid malu thingy. lol. it's really great to see you keep growing in God. :D so i decided to spend time in His presence instead of being a moody girl. haha. so selected many worship songs and start talkin to Him. it's simple AWESOME! i just start crying and crying to God, and i just cant stop crying for very long time. i just pour out all my burden to Him, everything! and yesh!! im started to smile deep from my heart! i love talking to my Daddy God. and He even end my day with a great BIG SMILE! :D after that, i took a big FAITH to do sth i nv do before. haha. He just simply ROCKS my world all over. i just felt i should have this heart to heart talk with someone and i felt God is supporting me, so i did it. haha.. of course i felt scared and worrying im might make things even worst, say something wrong, but i trust Him and believe He is going to help me. so we have this heart to heart talk for an hr plus. haha. i hope after this talk, it has helped you someway. let's have this heart to heart talk more! lol. it does not need to be me to initial it, you can initial it too. :D haha. and it's really great to hear from you that you have changed your mindset on it. after hearing this, it's really make me smile deep from my heart. :D jiayou girl! you can do it! remember this: "When God have put you through it, He will pull you through it too!". I LOVE MY DADDY GOD!! DO YOU?? :D He is JUST SIMPLY TOO AWESOME!!! |
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