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Tuesday, May 29, 20075/29/2007 01:03:00 AM
things may seem to be difficult and tough now, but I am going to become STRONGER! PO is never ending to me. every time when I am going out, I will always be questioned. sometimes, I will just felt so sick and tired of it, and even worried that I might fall. but I will always reminds myself to stay strong and never walked away from Him no matter what happens, as I have made my decision on spending my whole life with Him. just like once Nicholas said that when you make a decision in your heart, the decision will always be there and never be gone. Im so agreed to this statement, as I experience it in myself too. I have made the decision of staying with Him till the end of my life. Ever since then, no matter how wore up, how stress, how disappointed am I, how tired and sick of it, the pains and hurts, how I feel like giving up, all these will just went away and not affecting much on me as I have made the decision. all the things and problems are like coming all out at the same times. stupid phone bills thingy, etc, have all come out at the wrong timing. everythings are just like trying to pull me down and stop me from doing stuffs. this season, my aim is to really get my foundation right. reading bible everyday on the train to school are going to be a habit of mine. have been doing this continous for weeks! I am going to get the momentum of reading bible everyday from now. I am going to know about God deeper and closer! and my next aim is to have a momentum on having a longer prayer everyday, QT, and worshipping Him everyday. 2007 is going to be a year of ACCELERATING, SACRIFICE, MOMENTUM! :D |
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