today faced major PO. dad knew that i have been continue going to church even after he found out during the first time. hahs. dad wasnt as stupid as he acts. he said it is very obvious as i been getting out every weekend. i really duno how come he woke up at the time when he shld still be slpin jus to catch me today. n so he said wad he said durin the first time again n added other stuffs. n mum asks me not to go out today, n i know if i go out today, dad will be really angry. but in the end, i still run out of the house to church. hahs. so in the end, i got over 30calls. n my mum even get my my dajie n erjie to call me too. hahs. n she even called elaine n fishy.

i was glad i went to church today! Service is so ZAI man! n i cried wholeheartedly in front of my heavenly Father as i know i got nth to hide in front of Him. I was really like a tap today, n the tap keep leaking. hahs. even over small little things. haha. n i was really scared today.

during worshiping with the song, "the time has come", really touched me.

The time has come
To stand for all we believe in

the time has come now, and i gonna admit my relationship with Him fight my PO for Him and stand strong with Him. i will FIGHT! :D

i really love my churchies alot!
jus small little thing u do, hav touched me lots.
listening ears and encouragements and advise and caring from nick, make me stronger and loved.
a hug from piggy yee, make my eyes filled with tears and warm.
understanding and caring from sooyee is warm and loved.
caring from ruoen in the girls toilet is loved and funny.
praying for me from fish and walkin to the stn with me, make me touched n gave me more strength.
a simple msg frm nerd, make me touched and happy for him.
caring and sharin from sihui on msn, let me feel loved even we rarely chat.
i love my cg, c2 many many!!
i love my churchies lots lots!!

n afterall, when met my dad face to face, things wasnt as bad as i tot. n i really have faith that thing gonna be alright soon. yesh! i have FAITH! they hav some sort given up on me a bit after they knows their first time threatening have failed. and now they using it back. hahs. but i will not compromise with their threatening and stand strong and fight it!

i love my God, my Pastors, my leaders, my cg mates, my churchies millions millions! <3