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Monday, February 26, 20072/26/2007 12:52:00 AM
this two days hav been a great n fruitful one for me! I really missed church so so much! we ll stayin in church until 9-10pm for these two days. cos we jus miss n love church so much. celebrated jinghong's bdae on sat. hope u hav an enjoyable one tis yr! :D tis wkend, Pastor How preached about the importance n power of fasting. it was WOW!! it jus blown all of us away. i asked God for a day to fast per wk that ll nt cause me in to deep troubles for PO, n He gave me THURSDAY. we r going on fasting tis yr. it's gonna be powerful! on sat night, nicholas was sharing with us stuffs. hahs. tis wk i hav been thinkin alot sia. heex. he shared with us e experience he hav when he went to another church with pastor to preach. although he shared again, bt it makes me loves church even more again. i felt so fortunate that God hav put me in this church. i duno hw others church was like, i nv experience them before except for CHC, but i felt so fortunate to be in this lovin n radical church. n he also talk about "what if". it's really make me think. what if i have spend more time with her? what if i have went out with her more? what if i have get to know her more? what if i have bridge her more to her age group? what if i have do this n that? will she treats God more seriously if i have do all these? everything we do can really changed someone's life. dun underestimated what u doing. n nick gave example like, if i nv go out with ryan so much for e first few wks, he wouldnt be back here nw. after that, i asked ryan, if i nv go out with u, will u still be comin back? n he said he dun tink so. n at that moment, i really felt sth tt i couldnt explain. n it motivate me to do more for others n have e "just do it" mindset. what i means is dun tink so much like ll any changes takes place on tt person if i do all these or go out with them? so yup. i gonna do more tis yr. it jus e happiness that u cant find at any place. seeing e person life changin is jus so WOW! seeing e person starting to rise their hands in the heaven n worshipping n praising God with u is jus so WOW! seeing them dwelling in God's presence is jus so WOW! seeing them loving God so much is jus so WOW!. all these r wad money couldnt buy. i jus love seeing all these. n nick oso talks abt e way we can prays to God. we can jus pray normally like hw we talk to our earthly father or friend. treat Him like hw we treated our earthly father n friend. it does nt need to be formal, becos He is nt at a far figure frm us. He is near us, so close to us. n as usual, i prayed on my bed before i slp. n this time, i prayed in e way i talked to my fren, i jus felt it is so sweet. the feelin is jus so sweet becos u koe that God is nt a far away object frm u. He is so near n jus like a fren to u. even a prayer like tis, u ll still felt His presence. i falling in love deeper n deeper with God! <3 n tt night, i jus keep go on n on n on for my prayers. my prayers list went longer n longer that night. it was jus so amazing. i love You, Father! (: |
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