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Sunday, January 28, 20071/28/2007 11:50:00 PM
i regretted for nt jus run out of the hse to church today. i tot i ll pleased them more n tings gonna get better. bt it is NO to it. they r bias, unreasonable again. n today is e first time i eventually talk back to my dad. i was shocked too. i said tis sentence to him, "mummy liddat, u also liddat." n then i walk into my room n closed the door. i bet my dad was shocked too. hahs. i was so angry. n tinkin abt every unreasonable tings they done n cryin out of anger in my rm. hahs. while in the rm, i even tot of sth. hahs. i was tinkin tt everyday i shld cm back home at 9pm so gettin out of my home on weekend, everyday ll be easier. it ll be like a routine tt i cming home late n out everyday, tt my parents ll find it normal for me to be out. hahs. crazy ideas arh? lol. bt in the end, decided nt to use tis bt try to stay at home more tis wk, if it still does nt works for a few wks, i might use tt ideas. hahs. sometimes i even tink hw good ll it be if im a guy. lol. ll be havin more freedom. bt at e same times, if im a guy, i tink i ll get more objection frm them. cos i ll be e oni son in the hse. hahs. n mum keep cmin into my rm n tryin to make me smile. hahs. i tink tis time i realli look very angry bah tt they r all shocked by me. oops.. =X after stayin in the rms for hrs, was forced by my dad to go vivo with them. on the way there, mum saw a church, n she asked mi is tt my church. n dad does nt hav any reaction when he heard mum askin me. hahs. in my heart was tinkin, let me bring u there one day. hahs. hw much i hope one day i will be able to bring them there with a open heart bt nt a heart tt tryin to troubles. a heart tt wantin to koe more abt my God. i gonna break my PO! n miracles gonna happens in my family! everybody ll get saved one day! i believe it ll come one day! Amen! |
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