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Sunday, November 26, 200611/26/2006 02:30:00 AM
i love my spiritual family!! today was a great day all along for mi.. a great lunch, great svc, great dinner, great fellowship time playin biblepoly.. i jus love hoGc so much!! i wun nv leave tis place!! i will finished tis race with Him!! i love Him!! day become bad after i reached home.. n YESH!! my family most likely koe abt my convert.. was supposing tu buy bag for e gown today.. bt i din buy it.. n when i reached home, mum started questioning mi, asking mi issit go church.. n my dajie is beside keep adding salt into it n said, "confirm de la!! cos she leave hse earlier than mi n come back ltr bt she gt nth back".. bt she gt nth back too.. n e saddest ting is tt i still doesnt hav e courage to admit it.. n was tryin tu avoid their question, n even avoid frm their sight.. i felt bad n cryin as i kip denyin Him.. when ll i hav e courage to admit He is my Father?? n i told stella abt it.. n she told me it nt tt i dunwan admit bt i nid tu tink of e consequences after i admit too.. n i oso found out tt my dajie is so objection so anti-christ.. n she is so rude!! i heard frm her jus nw tt she saw bible n a notebk in my bag.. she so rude tt she search my bag.. hw could she man!! arghh!! bt i nt gonna blame her or angry with her.. cos she might be e one openin way for mi tu tell my parents abt my convertion.. lookin tu e right side.. hahs.. n i love my spiritual family so much.. elyn.. she so good man.. when she koe tt im wun be havin makeup artist tu help mi tmr, she offered tu come my hse n help mi.. hahs.. cos she wan mi tu out shine my erjie.. lol.. funny one.. thanks alot sis.. i love you lots.. stella.. hahs.. jus some encouragin smses frm her.. bt they all help man.. n i poured all into a msg to her.. hahs.. thanks for being there man.. lovesloves.. hahs.. eugenia.. hahs.. although she duno wad happens tu mi.. bt she was there on time sendin mi cute n funny msg.. she brighten up my day with those lovely msg.. hahs.. i love u lots.. mus rmb mi when u in genting.. hahs.. weekiat.. hahs.. there comfortin mi in msn n call mi jus tu make sure i okay by hearin my laughter.. hahs.. thanks alot bro.. u r great.. n i koe u gonna be a great son of His in the future.. doin great tings for Him.. hee.. C2.. always there brighten up my day..i love every single one of them in C2.. loves!! <33 nw it is 2.25am.. n i nid tu wake up at 6am tmr.. horrible!! they ll be seeing a panda bridemaid tmr.. hahs.. nights.. |
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