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Sunday, October 15, 200610/15/2006 11:47:00 PM
okayy.. here tu blog again.. school startin tmr.. i was tinkin whther i shall take a month leave to prepare for O's.. n finally, i decided tt i shall decide it after receivin e new timetable tmr.. realli hope tt e time for new timetable ll be flexible for mi.. so i wun missed any lesson in sku.. it is realli a hard decision.. new module cmin this semester.. n if i take a month leave, i ll missed out alot alot of tings.. haix.. btw.. i realli regreted to choose tis path.. if i hav another chance, i ll choose tu go tu sec5 NA than goin ite.. but lookin on e bright side, i am able to share with ppl for wad i experiences.. abt hw hard tis path ll be.. n e postive side n negative side of it.. shall i name them for u?? hahs.. i tink there ll be more negative than positive.. lol.. POSITIVE (1) u ll hav more knowledge than others when goin tu poly.. (2) when u fail ur O's again, u ll jus nid tu spend one more yr in ITE n u ll snt waste one yr.. (3) know more ppl, n take the school for Him.. Negative (1) e fee for private candidates r so much times expensive than school candidates.. (2) no study break for u when O's cmin, lesson as per normal.. (3) no three months break after O's.. (4) no help frm tcher.. have to self-study.. (5) IT IS SO DIFFICULT TO HANDLE O's AND ITE WORK AT THE SAME TIME!! hahs.. tt's all i tink.. n yar.. durin tis few weeks, i felt so STRESS!! tis is e first time in my past 17yrs tt i ll felt STRESS~!! can u believe it?? hahs.. sometime ll jus breakdown for a few mins, bt after tt im okay.. hahs.. cos He is there with mi.. n i believe things will get better, there always gonna be a way out there for mi, n He ll always be here to guide mi n help mi.. LOVE HIM LOTS.. <33 |
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