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Saturday, September 09, 20069/09/2006 10:58:00 PM
rmb e previous post i said my dad is suspecting sth?? NOW im 100percent sure tt he koe abt my convert. i was lyk so glad tt my bible n journey file r out with mi ytd. bt after i posted tt post, i opened my drawer n found tt there r more tings in it. n my dad hab touched tt drawer too. inside e drawer, there r a lot of monthly bulletins, harvest time mag, bible study guide, study rule [with my name on it], n e notebk tt i wrote down all e notes durin svc. so e conclusion is my dad koe abt it fer sure. n i was so scared!! n thks you, gen, fer tokin tu mi on fone tu let mi forgt abt tt prob i ll be facin later. =] msg nick last nite n told him bt it. cos seriouslly duno wad shld i do. n he cool mi down n give mi some ideas, lyk act slpin cos my dad isnt home yet. ha. n i duno whther i shld deny it or admit it. so i asked nick too. n nick encourage mi tu admit it n kip prayin. n he oso told mi tt tis gonna be lyk a roller coaster ride. it ll be a rough ride. n i felt e scoldin n questionin frm dad ll ends so fast lyk e roller coaster, n it ll be so scary. bt after e ride end, u ll be safe n sound. n i doesnt nid tu hide it anymore. n when prayin, i rmb once pastor lia shared with us e three tests. i felt tt God wanna see whther i ll admit my relationship with Him or ll i continue deny it n kip hidin. btw, nick, thks fer ur sharin n enocuragement. =] n today was e last lesson fer GS. n i missed it. cos my dad is still nt yet slpin at 10plus am. he was playin with com games till duno wad tyme. i seriously duno hw cm he can play solitaries, freecells, all these games fer so mani hrs. n so i waited in my rm frm 9am tu 11am. n he is still nt in bed. n GS started at 11am. so i missed it. n finally at 12pm. i went out of my rm n found he was finally slpin in his bed. n i quickly wash up n run out of e hse tu church. managed tu avioded him ytd nite n today morn. bt i koe it cannot last long. i gonna faced tis anyway. n i got so mani encouragin wrds frm them today. thks you all. i love you all!! <3 |
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