Friday, September 08, 20069/08/2006 11:10:00 PM
haix.. tink im nt goin tu face oni PO bt FO too!! FO is so hurtin. very hurtin when they jus dun understand u. n wanted tu say tings tu u bt it. u urself ll oso koe wad they wanted tu said even they nv said it out. seriously, nw i koe hw fish felt in the past. n fer mi, i ll rather u all said it out, rather than makin a big round n let mi guessed myself. bt i know it wun stop mi frm gettin tu know Him more. i hab tu admit tt FO did stop mi somehow in the past. stop mi frm doin tings i wanna do or write sth bt it. bt now, i nt gonna let it stop mi again. cos nth is BIGGER than Him.
 i rmb once after a few days i converted. i saw sth when i closed my eyes. i saw sth lyk a cross on e sky blinkin. sth lyk those constrution tingy in e shape of cross. n it was at nite, n there r lights on it. n it is so beautiful. then after tt, i was in a jungle. n on the way when i findin my way out, i saw mani mani tings. i discovered alot of animals n tings tt i nv seen b4 in my life. n it was so amazin. n of cos, on the way out, i saw a lot of ebdanger animals too. lyk lions, tigers, etc. n i duno wad i saw is i tinkin too much or wad. n if tis is true, i tink tt He is tryin tu tell mi tt, durin this christian journey, i ll discover alots of amazin tings tt gonna happens in my life. bt there ll be alot of troubles comin up tu stop mi frm findin my ways. i might jus lost my ways or killed by those endanger animals i met on e way. n my journey was jus ended there. n i nt goin tu let it stop there. i gonna fight it thru cos i koe He ll be there tu help mi thru. n all my sisters n brothers ll be there helpin mi n encourage mi too. =]
even nw, i nt so sensitive tu His presence, n His words. bt im nt goin tu be discouraged by tt. cos im still quite new. im oni a month christian. bt tis shall nt be e reason. e main reason is tt i din realli make e effort tu read His words n get tu koe Him more. PO shall nt be e reason fer nt readin His words. n i hab decided ytd tu read His wrds every midnight when my parents went fer supper. n i did it ytd. GREAT!! so nw, im hope tt they ll go fer supper every midnight so i can read His words every nite. hahs.
n heard frm my mei tt my dad went thru all my tings today when im nt at home. my mei said my dad went thru all my tings bcos he tink it is bery messy. bt i dun tink tis is e real reason. i tink he is suspectin sth after tt day. luckily, my bible, journey file is out with mi today. if nt, tink i ll wun be here bloggin le. =]
btw, today is a GREAT day!! =]
time tu MUG~!! =]
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