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Sunday, August 20, 20068/20/2006 11:52:00 PM
tis wk sermon is GREAT!! ha. n all of us felt tt the sermon is jus fer Tony. He is sumone hu felt life is so meaningless, n he was so anti-christ. he hab been askin alot of negative ques till alot of them duno hw tu ans him. bt u koe wad?? God spoke tu him thru Pastor tis wk sermon. God had answered all his doubts and God touched him today. God always plans ting at e right timing. how cool is it? n i heard frm fish n hong tt he started jumpin along durin e endin of e svc. WOW~!! n i saw him ticked on e form tt he is willin to cm fer svc again!! so HAPPY!! =] n i was tinkin about e first tyme i came fer svc. i was so anti-christ at tt tyme too. i dun realli interested bout christianity. n my heart is so HARDEN tt tyme. i came fer svc with e wrong heart at tt tyme. i still rmbin tt i was lyk a wood block durin e first few svc i went. standin there blur-in n ston-in. n i oni cm back once after 4 months. i oni started cmin back almost every wk after easter day svc. n i rmb tt e first tyme i started jumpin along is durin redrain concert. n slowly slowly, i started to rise my hand w/o realisin when it started. n i rmb tt on e survey form, i ticked tt im nt interested to becm a christian at all. bt hu koe, im ll becm a christian in the end?? i heard frm stella tt in the past, when nick ask fish to try askin mi n yang to cm fer svc, fish told him tt "they wun change their mind de. they r my fren n im koe it". ha. even a close frens of mine dun tink i ll becm a christian in the end. n mi myself oso duno. oni God koe it. cos tis is His plannin fer us. n our God is a carin Father. He is there with mi once again when i feelin down. i feelin so troubled. He was there to comfort mi again today. n i jus gt tis feelin tt i gonna be facin alot of probs le. includin PO too. tis is e first tyme mum so object mi frm goin out till so long. they always allows mi to go out till late in the past. they nv gif mi e tyme i nid to be in home b4. n all my guessin r so right. mum realli tot i habin a boyfren nw. when i came back home on sat, e first ting she talk to mi is "u get to koe a guy outside issit??" in chi, i was so diao, n give her e diao look n went back to my rm. ha. n nw she tinkin i get to koe e bad gang. more diao. cos those ppl i hangin with r nice ppl. they r good gang. n i habin positive relationship with them. n they r helpin mi to grow. n changin mi to a betta person. n so, to prevent more bad tinkin to cm out of her mind, i decided nt to go fer e filmin on sun fer funny home video. sob. nvm. i ll see it durin SSF nxt sat. n i even bring my tb to svc on sun to let her tink tt i realli went to study. haha. n i shared wad impacted mi to nick today in msn. tink quite long b4 answerin him again. hee. n he shared tings with mi. =] kies. lets talk bt wad realli leave a deep impression of mi today. do u koe tt?? there is nothing in e universal can change a human heart. e oni ting tt can change a human heart is e power of God n love of God. n when u all prayin fer world peace, there is sth u shld koe. e world ll nv be peace!! it is so impossible fer e world to be peace when our human heart is nt peaceful. when our heart is nt peaceful, there ll be arguement n even wars. wars r created bcos our heart is bad n selfish. it is created when one heart wanna to conquer another country fer its own benefits. when one heart is so selfish n nv tink bout others. e world ll oni be peace when all of our hearts r changed by God. a BIG HEARTED person. n also e powerful of relationship in church. n hw important it is to hab relationship in church. n alot of lifes can be changes thru us. jus lyk yOngxun n jolie. fer yongxun, he changed frm a gangster to a person tt on fire of God. n he bringin revival in his sku now. fer jolie, a ger hu was searchin fer love frm her family n frens, a ger hu always fake a smile in sku hab changed to a ger hu hab found the love frm God n a ger hu no longer fake smile, bt smile happily out directly frm her heart. n nick told mi tt my life hab changed thru e relationship with them too, e former C3 n present C2. they hab won mi over thru relationship. e relationship i hab with them hab realli changed my life. frm a ger hu dun mug n so slackin, sticked with e tv whole day long to a ger tt ll at least study fer 10 hrs a wk. frm a ger hu is so away frm her Father, to someone hu is gettin closer to her Father. n durin svc, we hab a mass smses to jolie today. in her testimony, she shared tt she hab no sms n no missed calls when she checked her fone after a few days. Pastor How is so great. He came out of tis ideas tt everyone in church send jolie a sms togather. Pastor is so carin. n Jolie's fone jus kip ringin n ringin. until she couldnt even read a msg out, cos e fone ll keep showin, "pls wait, new msg receivin!". COOL~~!! n she gt all of our numbers n we all gt her numbers. =] n i gt sth shockin to announce. im in a ministry le. yar. so shocked. its happened too fast. im nt prepared. bt im so happy. cos im able to serve God. n im in VIDEO ministry. COOL~!! i love Him. <3 |
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