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Sunday, June 18, 20066/18/2006 04:12:00 PM
its FATHER's dae todae..HAPPY FATHER DAE tu MY DAD!!although he wun see it..haha.. went fer svcs todae..i felt so mani tings todae..after svc,nick share wid mi e ting tt jianming shared wid mi on e first svc i went,which is so long ago..n i cant realli rmb until nick wrote u/me/god..he shared alot of stuffs wid mi todae..bout his story,etc..he almost make mi cry again..but i control my tears frm droppin cos dunwan scare him..sum guys jus scare gers cry,but i duno whther he scare nt..he oso tell mi tt when they prayed fer mi,he could see e image lyk im in a cage..i was so supprised when i heard it..cos tt's wad i felt when he share wid mi his background online on last last sun..i felt myself was being trapped tt dae n i cried.. after tt,was celebratin father's dae wid pst how..c zone gif jerseys tu him n his family..rinnah gt one too..so cute..btw..rinnah is so KUTE~!!haha..teddy did i spell her name correct??lol..btw,jiaxin's bro oso so kute..tink he called zhongxian bah..haha..felt lyk pinchin his face..so kute..i fallin in love wid him..haha..JK.. after celebratin,mi,teddy,eileen went off first w/o celebratin roslyn bdae..cos eileen rushin home tu celebratin father's dae..then i acc teddy go buy prez fer her father at compass..we hab our dinner at mac..while eatin,teddy sae i lyk xin shi cong cong de..so she ask mi wad happened..i was lyk kip tinkin of wad nick hab sae tu mi since jus nw..n i told stella bout it..n she tells mi tings too..she tells mi tings bout christ n ppl backgrd in their church..her story,pst how,charchar,weitze,n a guy hu hab kouci in e past but speak fluently nw..n she told mi tt e tongue language they speak is jus naturally,no one taught them hw..they jus speak it by themselves..was realli amazed by tt..she tells mi her story too..she once tot of commit sucide..was realli shocked when she told mi..she sae she hate tis world n dun hab self-esteem..teddy,no matter hu u are,i ll still loves you.. i was a beri noisy ger in klass durin pri sku..tok tu almost everyone in klass..was so close tu my classmate n nw we still contactin hw cool it is..but since i went tu sec sku,i becm a damn quiet ger in klass hu doesnt tok much..cos e first impression i hab fer sgs is so mani gangster..but tt wasnt e real reason y i dun tok much in sku..i oso dun hab self-confidence lyk teddy..durin sec 1,after habin chicken pox,i started tu hab allergic on my hands n legs..n started scrathin it until its so disgust la..n i realli heard ppl sayin bout tt bhind my back n started tu kip away frm ppls..but luckily,i gt my besties wid mi,my true frens,yang,gen,zhen,fi,canice fer all 4 yrs in sec sku..n nw i gt u guys!!e 5 of u,teddy,mummy,n those close frens in HOGC..HEEX..n e reason y i dun tok much is mostly bcos i gt pronounciation prob..couldnt pronounce wrds properly..n yup,ppl did laughed at mi..rmb one tyme durin duno sec 1 or 2 durin d&t lesson..e tcher asked mi a ques n i couldnt pronouce tt wrd la..i asked e person bside mi n try tu pronounce it..n she was lyk huhhuhhuh??..n i was lyk 4get it jus stand fer e whole lesson hao le..but she kip forcin mi la..n she sae issit tt u ll die tu open ur mouth..n i cried durin e lesson..n i started tu hate tt tcher since then..stupid ah??so nw i dun realli speak,if i speak oso speak in chi,cos i can pronounce chi a lil betta than eng la..haha..n todae,when mi,teddy,BK went fer lunch at long john,i kip quiet all tymes..i felt tt i lyk a mute..jus there listenin n smile w/o any sound..haha..i prefer tu listen tu ppl tok nowadays..haha..so one dae when u see mi smilin tu u w/o reason means i was listenin tu ur conversation w/o u knowin..haha.. she shared wid mi mummy story too..char was beaten by her parents n her mum slapped her once fer bcumin a christian..felt so sad fer her when heard it..cos she owae look so happi whenever i see her..MUMMY,im love you too..u hab mi,ur daughter,by ur side..im PROUD of u too.. we was at mac fer quite a long tyme..after tt,we went tu e time zone..was there lookin ppl playin e "catchin toys" machines..haha..i lyk tu look at tt..LOL..when we gettin out,teddy saw e "stack all up" machine..n she went tu played..n i started tu play after seein her play..heehee..my first tyme playin tt..my first try was lyk so scary la..i gt 3 blocks fer e first three row..n i left one block oni startin frm e fourth row!!haha..n i managed tu go all e ways one block till e last sec row fer e major prize..haha..was quite gd le..i played 6th tymes..we both gt a few tyme reached until e last row..n we failed tu gt e prize..so kexi..teddy spent 10 bucks n i spent 6 bucks..haha..but when i go top up my card,i gif e cashier 5 bucks n wanna top up 2 bucks nia n she returned mi 8 bucks..haha..which means i gt 5 bucks free..so i spent 1 bucks oni in the end..LOL..we r so bad ah??haha..after playin,we went out n realisin so mani shops closin,n i see my fone,it oreadi 9pm PLUS le..haha..we played till we 4gt e tyme..LOL..n we went tu e toilet n started zilianin..haha..took quite alot of no of foto..n we even tried tu imitate BK's pic,e one he zilian infront of e mirror..LOL..then we quickly go back metro n buy a clothes fer teddy's papa..phew~~!!lucky she manage tu buy her prez.. then went tu e cust svc near e toys corner..teddy went crazy n started tokin tu FURBY so loudly la..she sad,"CAN YOU HEARD MI??FURBY!!TOK TU MI!!!"..haha..crazy teddy..after wrappine prez,we went back tu e toys corner..tis tyme she playin n tokin tu spoongebob..haha.. n then we separated our way home..i took 156 n teddy took 159..haha..n she see my timetable while we waitin fer bus..she sae tis wo,"if u pom e last 3 hrs on tues,i pei ni go play FOOTball"..haha..i wun pom on tuesdae de..i ll oni pom on wed last two periods n fri last period nia..cos those lesson r no use de..haha..wed last two lesson is PIE,nt e highway wo..haha..a lesson teachin self-esteem all tis..tues e oni dae i hab oni 1hr wid e tcher..if i pom on tues,means i din even go fer ani lesson on tt wk..LOL..n fri is DS..e hr tt habin a talk wid KOK LEONG..no used de..so can pom..i oso gt nth tu tok tu him..haha..n after separated wid teddy,my mind is full of stuffs again..haha..but everyting r fine nw..decided tu let everyting goes naturally..if i ll destinate tu accept christ in my life,one dae i ll still accept it..cos its my destiny.. |
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