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Monday, August 17, 20098/17/2009 02:08:00 AM
Just randomly came across this TV program.

an eighteen-one years old granny has used more than 10 years to invent a natural soap using soya bean. if im not wrong, she started this journey of invention when she was at the age of sixteen-five.

despite all obstacles, she never gave up on inventing it. And finally, she managed to invent a super powerful soap using natural resources. Professional even mentioned that this invention of her is very safe. It does not consist any harm to human body even people mistook it and eat it. It can also be used to wash food, and clean a very dirty thing with just a wipe. it can even remove paint just by few rubs on it! the soap does not have any harm to skin too and there isnt any bubbles formed when using thus it saved water too. wasnt that amazing?!

even she may be old and weak, does not have studies background, but because of the passion she has, the dream that she has, and the love she has to protect the earth, she does not give up and finally she succeeded! i am so inspired by her “never say dies” spirit.

This is her belief:

“Just like a frog that wants to jump on to a tree. The tree will never moves, and the frog will have to keep jumping everyday to jump onto it. I believe that I can make it happens one day too, and I used this to encourage myself.”

Frog = Us

Tree = Our Vision

Our vision will always be at the same spot, but we need to keep trying till we are getting closer to our vision and fulfill it.

and her dream finally fulfilled, and because of her courage, her determination and never give up spirit after many failures, has helped her to overcome all obstacle and fulfilled her dream!

Awesome story!



Wednesday, August 05, 20098/05/2009 10:31:00 PM

M&M makes Alicia HAPPY!
So I drew M&M for her.
haha!
after that we started drawing smiley M&M, and started to replace the M with our names!

More M&M are going to come! :D
We will GROW!!



8/05/2009 02:06:00 AM
just wanna share this powerful story with you.

have really been blessed financially from God. Thou it is quite personal, but i does not mind sharing because this is a work from God! (:

As I was very financially tight after my dad took all my savings in my bank and cut down my allowance, I really have difficulties to even eat or what. There are times where I just have to skip my meals just to able to last me for the whole week. Thus, it is really very hard for me to even save a cent from my allowance.

It is really difficult for me to give for the past 5 months or even survive. Then I made a decision in my heart that I am not going to owe God any of my tithe anymore, whatever I have it is all belongs to God.

So on last week of June, I just give my 10% of the month when I received my weekly allowance. Though I know I will have to miss my meals and stuffs for that week, but I am willing.

And guess what?!
On the same week, Saturday, my dad actually talked to me. I thought his tone sounded like he is going to nag about me and scold me. He was saying that I keep going out and stuffs even with lesser allowance and saying me looking at my friend to eat because I have no more money. This sounded like he is going to make a big fuss right? But........ my dad actually took out $50 bucks to bless me! It is like 142.86% of my one week allowance. And what surprising is that my dad has never bless me with any money before! God is indeed AMAZING!

So for July, I did the same thing too. It was even harder for me as I have already used 50% of my allowance on Tuesday for VLF Team Outing & FYP Domain. And so on Wednesday, I am left with ZERO bucks after gave my tithe on Tuesday Night.

And guess what again?!
On the same week, I read my school mail and realized that there is another round of Bursary application for those who did not successfully applied for it. So I thought my application is not successful! However on Saturday, I received a letter from the community centre! It said I have applied the bursary successful!! Now I have enough money for the coming BF, and also to give my past 5 months tithes! But I decided to not use 100% of the bursary for BF, but I will still go to work during my upcoming 5 weeks holiday to earn more money to have enough for BF. It takes scarification for it.

Unequally giving, Equally Sacrifice!

You reap what you sow!
We will never outgive God!
So starts to have faith and sow!
And you will reap 30,60,100 folds of what you have sow from God!



8/05/2009 01:25:00 AM
for the very first time, i actually went out with a whole group of my poly friends. excluding going out with Qian Qi, the cycling outing with Brins, QQ, Zach, and QQ's birthday party. (:

AND HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO QIAN QI DEAR!! :D


went out with Lina, Leo, Haziq, Max, Ray, Alex, Boon Siong, and 2 other guys. these are the people i only talk abit in class and hardly know them, i don't even have some of their MSN and don't even said handphone numbers! i dont know why, but Alex just invited me for his birthday party out of the rest of his friends. he treated us to fish & co., and they are quite amazed by how much i can eat.

does 3 slices of fish, 5 prawns, few calamari, few fries consider a lot??
*i just simply eating what they ordered and what they could not finish*

haha! anyway, i believe that God is increasing my favor with men. (: i did have fun while spending time with them. they are nice people. (: for now, i just want to get to know them better before this semester ends.

P.S: at least ONE before i graduate! :D



Friday, July 17, 20097/17/2009 01:41:00 AM

15.07.2009
Happy 14th Birthday, Chris!
You are gonna grown up and be a great man of God!
Doing things that you never expected before.
God is going to trust you with BIG things that you never imagine.
There is NO limitation!
You can do all things through Christ.
Be faithful and keep walking with God.
You are AWESOME! (:




7/17/2009 01:25:00 AM
okay... im felt so STRESSED UP now!
there are so many things for me to do now.
FYP, Preparation for Announcement during CG, Preparation for Follow-up, Directors' plan!
STRESSED!
FYP mate is now bugging me and complaining.
Fine that they could not understand and I shall not talk anymore further but just let he speaks if not things will get worsen.
idoitic! idiotic! idiotic!
i tried much to take up more job scope to do cover for the rest, do webpage twice without complaining all by myself.
now, just cause i need to meet the deadline for my church stuffs, they started to feel that we are sabo-ing the two innocent FYP-mates.
why not think about it?
they took 11 weeks to research for just 2 stuffs, is it alot???

so many things to do, yet so little time.
10 more days to FYP deadline...
i shall just shut myself 4 nights to do them all.
20th - 23rd July.

After that, it shall be my day of relaxation. :D

okay... now it's time to go back and face the mess...



Friday, July 03, 20097/03/2009 01:09:00 AM
QUARANTINE QUARANTINE QUARANTINE

it is really horrible being quarantine from Church and Church-mates!
imagine not being able to go back home, not able to see my family.. im HOMESICK!

heard from my faci today that it is not the Principal of RP does not want to close down the school for a few weeks, but it is actually a decision made by the MOE. currently, there are 88 cases (2nd July), increasing more than 10 confirmed cases everyday. i really couldnt understand what MOE is thinking, why does they only wanting to close down RP when it reached 160 cases? they wants 72 more RP students to be infected before they are going to take actions to it? what are they taking the students' health as? even though there maybe zero H1N1 cases that dies cause of this illness, but today's news said that China has it's first case of people dies cause of H1N1 and the person is a teacher of a primary schoo, and actually her condition is actually improving but she dies just out of suddenly. currently singapore has zero case, but it does not mean that the first case will not happen! are they gonna take responsibility if the first case happens is a RP student? What's MOE thinking?

anyway, enough of complaints of H1N1 and MOE.

Last weekend, we brokethrough! SUPER TUPER HAPPY AND EXCITED!
Youths : 991!
C2 & C20 : 41!
Team : 9!
This weekend gonna be even more EXPLOSIVE! Can't wait to have Kent Munsey with us!



Saturday, June 27, 20096/27/2009 01:02:00 AM

26.6.2009
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, ALICIA!

Hope you love the surprise from US! :D
Our SLY plan have SUCCEEDED!
Haha!

Love you, NUMBER 2!
Keep on growing with God!
We are with you all the way!
No matter what happens, do know that you have this Spiritual Family supporting behind of you.
Keep on WALKING with God!
You have a great destiny!

I LOVE YOU LOTS! <3

P.S: I love everybody in this photo, including Vinson Tan. <333
P.P.S: Get Well Soon, Vinson :D



Wednesday, June 24, 20096/24/2009 04:32:00 AM
Everlyn is having lots of fun in my blog. :P
She has a great laugh man with the things i blogged!
And I has a great laugh remembering her calling me "SiokSiok Jie".
hahaha!
It's all the past man!
And please dont go and read them! LOL!

by the way, we found our memorial dates.

The very first time we came to hoGc:
Siok - 20 Aug 2005
Everlyn - 22 Oct 2006

And we started to come back regularly from:
Siok - 16 Apr 2006
Everlyn - 24 Nov 2008

And we got our own personal relationship with God on:
Siok - 23 July 2006
Everlyn - 22 Oct 2006

She has really grown a lot during these few months man!
I still do love her since 2006, just that now I love her even more! :D



Friday, June 19, 20096/19/2009 03:05:00 AM
time to update! :D

B&C Zone Camp has ended! Though I did not managed to join all the day activities due to school, but I am really blessed by both services that we have! :D

God has revealed many things to me through these two services. God is really AMAZING and AWESOME! And I just want to write them all down.

On the first day, Revival Night with Pastor Troy Marshall. Pastor Troy prayed for me. I have to say that he is really a great man of God, someone that is real close with God.

These are what he prayed/prophesy to me:
  • God hears you. Relax! He will helps you through it!
  • God is going to release you more in the Zone and in the CG, release you as the daughter of His.
  • Anointing of God will come upon you
  • Evangelism
And the most powerful part to me is that he actually said that though my relationship with my family has worsen, but God is starting to make it better. And he also prophesy that one day, my family, my cousins, they will all come to me and ask me to pray for them over some stuffs.
AWESOME MAN!!

On the second day, Revival Night with Charleston.
Charleston preached a great Word from God. Was asking God what are the needs that I need at this season, as I could not think of any. And God spoke to me about it!
This season, I needs to be more Spiritually and the Anointing of God! The real definition of loving my people is to always bring them to the presence of God and bring them to their point B. If I really love my people, I really need these two factors! It is not just doing the work, but it is the supernatural thing too! Spiritual Impartation!
I AM DESPERATE FOR IT!

Also, I experienced God's love so strongly that day too. Seeing God meeting people needs and never give up on anyone of us! Like the bible said, when one sheep is lost, God will leave the ninety-nine sheep to just look for the one lost sheep.
God is indeed AMAZING and LOVE!


"Leadership in the world are depended on their abilities. But Christian Leadership is different! You may not have the abilities, but when you are close with God, all these abilities will come to you supernaturally. There is nothing that you cannot do with Christ in you!"



Tuesday, June 09, 20096/09/2009 03:03:00 AM
Wanna share with you my recent AWESOME revelation that I have during Sunday service! (:


FAITH is just like the helium in the balloon. When a balloon is filled with helium, it will float upwards.
Same for our FAITH. (:
Things will starts to be happening and going upwards when you started to have FAITH on them.

A conversation with God
Me: ehhh... But God, balloon will float lower and lower as time passes. Eventually, it will not float anymore.
God: Ya, so it means you need to keep renewing your FAITH. Punch in new FAITH when it starting to leak out.

Whoo!~ I was totally blown away!!!

Went online and researched, and this is what I found about balloons.
When rubber balloons are filled with helium so that they float, they typically retain their buoyancy for only a day or so. The enclosed helium atoms escape through small pores in the latex which are larger than the helium atoms.

Our faith escape through all those exits (discouragements, things not happening, etc) we faced in our life. Even though there are gonna be many exits for our FAITH to leak off, we need to SING when we faced them and punch in new FAITH.

Stepping out of the natural zone and stepping in to the SPIRITUAL zone.
Speak to the mountains and call them to MOVE!



Thursday, June 04, 20096/04/2009 09:35:00 AM
new URL after using http://no-outsiders.blogspot.com for years!

still remember that I came out with this URL is because I doesn't want anybody that I am not close with to read what I writes in my blog. That's why it is named as no-outsiders. :D

twelves-simplicity!
was thinking hard for a new URL. was actually thinking of anyhow name my URL as 'gaga-land'. haha! but i think i should have a more meaningful URL! :D
Twelves = The target that I want my team to grow to! (: We will breakthrough 12!
Simplicity = The hearts that I want my people to have. A heart of simplicity towards God and people. A genuinely hearts towards God and people.

will not change my URL till my team is TWELVES. Not the number, but depending on the quality of it! when we prays, when we worship, it must be the strength of twelves and not five. :D



6/04/2009 09:24:00 AM
in church @ 8am.

was actually planning to go for AMT de. It was so close that I am able to make it. Mum actually allows me to stay over as I told her that I am going to stay over my friends house to do FYP. Until... 6.15am... Dad came home and mum told dad that I am not coming back home and sleep today. And dad immediately said NO to it! I was so irritated about it as I am so close to able to come for it! I memorised verses till 3.30am, and woke up at 5am just for AMT! But then all my efforts went to waste because of dad!

I was so sian and sad about it! And it has messed up my whole plan! I left home @ 7plus am, as I told my mum that I need to go school to meet FYP advisor at 8.30am. And there is nothing for me to do at all or go at this early hour. Was super clueless of what to do and sian to the max! Then decided to just come to church and eat mac breakfast and do my FYP.

seriously wondering when can I graduate from AMT if I really couldnt stay over forever? maybe till the day I get married? it is so crazyyy man!

now im at media area.. while the rest are having AMT in MPR 1. how much I hope I am in there too... :(



Monday, June 01, 20096/01/2009 02:12:00 AM
many things happened this week, shall blog about some of them.

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Service this weekend was AWESOME! I was very impacted by the Word preached by both Pastor Lia during Zone F & Pastor How during main Service. God's presence was so strong and I can felt Him so close with me, and comforting everything I felt. Taking all the weights I have with me away. He is there lightening the heavy weights I have with me, carrying, helping and facing all of them with me. I love my Heavenly Father very much!

It does not matter on how others look at me, but how God looks at me is the most important! I am unique in His eyes! God has thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give YOU and ME a future and a hope. Purpose! I am walking towards the purpose that God has for me! I can do it as I have God with me! No more despising on myself, but I am just going to do it no matter what! Knowing that God is with me and no one can goes against me!

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AMT is coming!
Consent of staying over outside from parents and adminstration fee are the problem for me.
But then... Today Wei Ling came to me, and passed me a blessing from Pastors. And now, I have enough money to pay for the adminstration fee! Both Yu Zhen and I really felt that it is God's plan for it! So now left with the staying over problem, but I have faith that it is not going to be a problem. Parents will just agreed to it when I ask them. =D

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Having a lot of emotions for the past two days. But all has been good, knowing that it is an area that I needed to work on.
the hard works that I need to start to love even more,
the ownership and responsibilities I need to really starts carrying it,
the way I saw my friends being there when I am down,
the way that my leader was there to guide me, knowing that all he did is for my good, thou I may disappointed him a lot.

I am going to grow myself even stronger.
Taking ownership with everything and every souls that God has entrusted me to.
It is my responsibilities!
Not just following instructions, but starts to LEAD my team!
And not lose the PURPOSE of it!
I am going to make it HAPPENING!

Not going to disappointed God, Pastor and my leaders anymore!

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Alicia, Vinson, Qi Lin!
They seems to be doing something behind my back. Been acting so secretly and weirdly at bookstore today. And it is not the first time. They have their first planning and discussion during the previous outing we have! And I guessing Vinson is the mastermind of the whole thing! HAHAHA!!! I am spoiling their surprise over here! Xp

Also, Vinson is having his Chinese O's in 5 more hours! ZHI KAI, JIAYOU!! :D

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Dad has became a SPIDERMAN today!

Was stuck inside my parent's room with my younger sister and my niece just now. The door lock spoiled and we could not open the door at all. Dad tried to break open the lock from the outside but it failed! And guess what?! Dad actually climbed out of my room's window to get into my parents room! It is 6th storey high! I do not know where he got his courage from! Just to save the $20+ bucks of hiring a locksmith, he risked his life! I seriously dont know what he is thinking! I was so afraid at that moment that I cried. But thank God that he is alright! I don't want him to leave this world without knowing my Heavenly Father first! Burden...Burden...Burden! I really want my whole family to have their personal relationship with God soon!

It may be hard, but it is gonna happens SOON!

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That's all! :D
Lastly, I will be changing my blog URL on 3rd June as younger sis knows my blog URL already.
And telling parents what I have been doing and stuffs. HAHA!
So get the new URL from me yo!



Sunday, May 31, 20095/31/2009 02:14:00 AM

ALICIA!
MY NUMBER TWO!
aka Wang Sin :D
She ROCKS!
The way she love God is totally GENUINELY!
The conviction she carries is WHOO~!
And I love her for who she is!
We are gonna do our Father's business together!
Can't wait to see her rising up even more and carry the same burden of Pastors & Leaders in church!
ILOVEYOU,ALICIA! <3



Wednesday, May 13, 20095/13/2009 04:36:00 PM
I see RED! RAINing down on me! (:
RED RAIN Concert is here again!



RedRain is falling BIG this year!

23rd May : 5pm to 7pm
24th May : 3pm to 5pm


Tag me if you are interested! (:
DO NOT MISS IT!!!!




Friday, May 01, 20095/01/2009 02:46:00 AM
Ooh! A post specially for Christopher Toh! :D

THANK YOU!!!

Just want to thank you for lending me your phone and your SIM card for the time being. (: It's really helped me a lot and I'm appreciated it. =D

THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH!! X)

Love,
Siok (:



5/01/2009 01:26:00 AM
Having the urge to blog today as I have a lot of things to share. God has revealed many things to me today. At first, it was a emo post on the beginning of the day. But at the end of the day, God has turned a emo post of mine to a happy post! God is AMAZING! :D

anyway, some background information about what happened, not going to share all but just going to share it briefly. (:

Things have got worst at home that really put me in a helpless position and started to think what are going on in my dad's brain and stuffs. And that's end of my story. haha! it doesn't matter lots anyway, what matters most is what God has revealed to me.

I was reading "Be A People Person" on the way to school. I do not think it is a coincidence, but believes that it is God's Plan. I have started reading it on last Monday and finished one chapter everyday. So today I should be on the 4th Chapter, but I was busy settling my phones on Wednesday that I did not read it.

And Chapter 3 is what I really needs at that point of time. (:

Philippians 4:11-13
"Not that I speak from want, for I have learned to be content in what ever circumstances I am. I know how to get along with humble means, and I also know how to live in prosperity; in any and every circumstance I have learned the secret of being filled and going hungry, both of having abundance and suffering need. I can do all things through Him who strengthen me."

Contentment is taking your present situation - whatever obstacles you are facing, whatever limitation you are living with, whatever chronic condition wears you down, whatever smashing your dream, whatever factors and circumstances in life tend to push you under - and admitting you don't like it but bever saying, "I can't cope with it."

You may feel distress, but you may never feel despair. You may feel pressed down, but you may never feel defeated. Paul says there are unlimited resources, and as soon as you say "I can't cope," you are failing to draw on theses resources that Christ has readily, by His loving-kindness, made available to you.

I will never says, "I can't cope with it." Even though stuffs are getting out of hand, but I know that no matter what circumstances I am in, God allows it and He has given me the ability to overcome it and prepare a great path for me to go to. (:

24 was as powerful! We watched a Video Sermon of Pastor Cho Yonggi. He is really a Prayer Warrior of God, bringing the whole congretation to another level of understanding the power of prayers.

We were given a personal time for us to talk to God. (:
I used that time to really told God that I am going to be loyal to Him forever. Knowing that God has helped me through so many circumstances in life, I know that He is here with me during this circumstances too. How He has brought me through all the circumstances, I know He is going to do the same thing again. He is the same God yesterday, today and tomorrow. Letting Him knows that I will not be weak, but I will be strong as my God has strengthen me. Telling Him that I will never let His hands off, but I will keep on holding to His hands along this walk. And lastly, expressing my love I have towards Him.

At that moment, I really felt God's presence and love so STRONGLY! I felt strengths coming in to my body. Starting to feel real happiness from the inside and smiles coming out from me. I also felt the assurance from God that He will provides and has given me ability to pass it.

I am so in love with my God, because He is GOOD!! :D

Lastly, just want to say I LOVE MY TEAM TOO! They are amazing people! I am excited for the Team Outing later on. Thank God for them! :D

Our team song for the season:
We are going to "grow! grOW! GROW!" - milk powder advertisment Xp


p.s hahaha! i have not submit my RJ for today yet before I blogged it. hope I wont be downgraded by it.
p.p.s i have not done my RJ for last Friday's lesson yet too! Oopps...!



Thursday, April 23, 20094/23/2009 03:39:00 PM
Besties!

Like what the caption of this photo said, Yu Zhen and Ryan are the bestest bestest friends I have. haha. =D I thanks God for these Best Friends that He blessed me with.

I really glad to have them around with me. Although we does not like sms or call each others 24/7, and not like we have endless topics to talk to each others, but i know we all kept each others in a deep place in our hearts. (:

It doesn't matter how long does we know each others, but how much we treasure the friendship between each others. I am glad to have them around that can really understand me. I know when I have problems, or anything, they will be the people that will be there for me.

Thanks Fish, for always being there with me when there are problems at home. Thanks Ryan, for always being then listening to my naggys and when i needs.

Just wanna said I treasures this friendship and i love love love you guys! X)



Thursday, April 16, 20094/16/2009 05:13:00 PM

Bellagio Fountains from michael john on Vimeo

Christopher showed me this. It is really beautiful! Do watch it! =D
Wanna go there one day when I am older. (:




/ walking with Him

Matthew 6:21
"21 For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also."

I Love My God.
I Love My Life
I Love His People.

she LOVES her life



Siok♥

Child of God

Age: 20 years old
DOB: 24 July 1989


/ her loves and wants


What she love?
She LOVE God!
She LOVE her Pastors!
She LOVE her Spiritual Family!
She LOVE her Life!
She LOVE All!
What she ask for?
She longs for His presence, and asked for More of Him.
What she want?
To get closer to God, know Him deeper.
And to love what He loves, and do what He do.
What she wish?
To see her family and friends worshipping and praising God beside her.


capture every memories



loves



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her love ones


HOGC**
C Zone**
C-Two**
C3C4**

4e3,myklass
Alicia
Angeline
Ang Wei Jie*
Audrey*
Beatrice
Bernard*
Canice
CharmaineNg*
ChiaYu*
ClementZhu
Christopher Ho*
Christopher Toh*
Darren
Dorothy*
Elaine
Elyn*
Eric*
Ernest Koh*
EstherYen*
Everlyn
Faezah
FionaGoh
Gary
Gen
GeneCow
Gets*
HanXiang
HeleneTan*
Hilda*
Hui Wen*
HweeYee*
Ivan*
Jacqueline*
JianHui*
JiaHui
JiaXin*
JerryEr
JerryLim
JonathanTan*
Julia
June See*
Kimberly
K-lemon*
KongMing
KoonYew*
LekFong*
Linda
Melissa Kwek
Melvin*
Michelle Ang
Michelle Yao*
MinYang*
Natalia*
NicholasLee*
NicholasWu
Oscar*
Pei Yi
Qian Qi*
Qi Lin*
Regina*
RuoEn*
Ryan*
Sera*
SengSang*
ShaoFu*
ShiWei*
ShuYu*
SiMin*
Sister Evie*
Stellala*
Tifunny*
Vinson*
WeeKiat*
WeeKiat* [OLD]
Welna*
Winnie*
XiaTian
XiangTing
XiangYun
XiuLing*
YangHui*
YangYi*
YiLing
YuZhen*
Yvonne*
Zhuo'er*
ZiLing*



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